This experience was the turning point when it comes to how i view reptilians,
When i started dabbling in the occult, reptilians were the ones i feared the most, i felt very strong charge in relation to them, deep ingrained bad charge.
And just hoped to never ever encounter one, and my fear of spiritual entities was mostly fear of reptilians,
With time and practice, this fear diminished more and more, but i just wished never to encounter one, not feeling fear in the same extreme way as before does not mean i want to meet one.
And also, i felt the fear is deeply embedded in the subconscious, rather than something i can brush off easily, since thinking of them enough, the fear that i thought gone used to re-surface intensely, luckily i never encountered one, and never saw one in meditation or dream.
I used to hear experience like the Ayahuasca where people claim to get rid of a Trauma or similar, in a single session, and i was like : how can that be possible?
I mean; i experienced before instant benefits from meditation or other workings, but to have a change too deep that after the experience the person is confused how he processed what he had and got rid of it deeply from the roots in a single session, this sounded unbelievable to me,
Until i had exactly that with the following dream, a very strange and beautiful experience to have.
The Dream: i was playing with a Ping Pong Ball, with a family member in their house, i threw him the ball, it bounces on ground and then reaches him, he then does same,
During this, its like if mentally, i kind of detected an entity is there, its like if i barely saw this in my minds eye ( all this happening in dream ),
Then another family member, came and told me : when you were playing, not only you both were playing, there was an entity playing with you too, that was too grabbing the ball etc.. the entity just was subtle,
I told the family member how did you know ? He told me i saw the entity face to face, at this point i got excited a bit, since i thought: oh its a God or a Goddess playing with us. Like the Odyssey and Iliad where Gods walk among Humans you know.
Then i mentally saw the scene where the family member saw the entity, its like if scene cut, i saw this, then back to the scene again,
I got curious so i asked the family member : describe the entity for me,
He started describing, he told me the entity has weird face it has this and this,
I was trying so hard to match this with a God or a Goddess,
But this started to seem like a Reptilian, i got a bit upset,
I asked : Is it like a Lizard ?
The family member said : Yes!
I thought, Oh my God, thats not good,
Then it is like if i got again in the scene where we were playing with the ping pong ball, and i felt an unusual friendliness from the reptilian,
And also she felt a female reptilian, i do not know if like the Demons/Gods we can say : Female or Male reptilian,
She felt like a friend,
I could not see her in entire dream so i asked directly mentally while i am intending to talk to her : Can i see you?
Scene cut.
It was like if i am sitting in meditation, and viewing only black, like if i am in void meditation,
A Reptilian face appeared, with red eyes that are shiny, like if red light is projected from those red eyes,
Abnormally, i was very calm and did not fear at all, i just was like : okey.
She appeared chthonic to be in form, looked powerful and rebellious, but in emotional level she felt friendly in an extreme way to the point i was feeling literally love.
The dream continued, normally, until i woke up.
Upon waking up, i perceived a sudden shift in how i feel towards reptilians,
I literally could not think of them and feel bad or feel fear or hostility anymore,
I was oscilating between feeling deep love, and friendliness,
I tried fearing or feeling hostility from them i could not,
It is literally like if i got permanently deprogrammed.
This happened 3-4 weeks ago and i wanted to give this time to see if its momentary, but literally to this day, all i feel thinking of them, is at worst neutrality, but usually friendliness/ benevolence and Love, while the way they appear still look strong to me,
However, what i weirdly noticed, is the kind of friendliness and benevolence i feel from them, is the exact same felt when being around a Predator Animal, that is not Predator with you just because he likes you, but he is Predator, and has Predator body, capability and potential.
I really wanted to connect to that specific reptilian but did not find a clear way since i know no name.
I thought it is a good idea to share this, given the fact Reptilians are viewed as inherently bad by some people, i never worked with one, but the one who visited me, in one session did a root level shift.
And i am grateful to her, since the fear of reptilians was messing with me on a subconscious level, and periodically on a conscious level,
so she freed me, thanks to her!
Thank you for reading my experience! Feel free to share your thoughts.