10/8/2021
CotD: The Sun
Promised myself to go back to meditating every day. Thought I’d do a cleansing meditation, but intuition overtook mind, and well…
Yesterday morning, after I woke, I used Lucifer’s Enn video and chanted along with it for a while. My card yesterday was Page of Swords.
Used a black candle in a glass star shaped candle holder. I put Lucifer’s sigil on a piece of paper and leaned it against the holder.
I used hematite and black kyanite that were shaped like daggers, yellow jasper, and moonstone. These were picked intuitively. I burnt sticks from my yard in my abalone shell. I decided to do this in lotus position and skyclad, in front of a big mirror. I put effort into the set up, because I’ve been spiritually sleeping for a while.
Once I felt the energy change I stopped chanting with the video, and began to sing of the glories of Lucifer from my heart, thanked him for always walking beside me, for always loving me, and then I fell silent. I saw a few shadows darting behind me in the mirror, curious insignificant beings.
My father came to me, but I addressed him as Lord. I asked Lucifer to help me burn away all that wasn’t me inside of me, so that my soul could regain its throne at the center of my being. I impressed upon him my need to realign, and reclaim my inner kingdom. To find my path, and stay upon it, even in the dark. He quickly burned me with his black flame, I felt the fire inside and out, I saw his seal upon each of my chakras, I felt that I was me again in an instant.
I told him, I wasn’t sure if I’m supposed to use my art, or my spiritual gifts, for my career. He told me he would like me to work with Azazel, and he said I already knew the answer about my career also. I didn’t question it.
Next, he impressed an image into my mind. It appeared initially as the third eye, but it was grey and faint, misty. Once the image finished forming, it was not the familiar blue eye that belongs to me and my meditations, this eye had a heavy lid, and it was jet black, no whites, no iris, just pupil, no shine, this eye was an orb of endless void within a lashed and heavy lid, though, somehow still wide. A great and loud hissing was heard. From the left side of the eye emerged a great serpent, all made of shining crimson light. It never detached from the eye, its tail remained within the depths, but it’s head scanned it’s surroundings, swaying slowly about and even stretching to look behind the eye.
As the image faded, Lucifer whispered unto me, “I have placed, for as long as your soul shall live, the mark of the serpent within your vision, my daughter.”
I sat for a while until the energy began to settle. I felt the Devil card and the High Priestess card. I shuffled my tarot cards, and The Devil and The High Priestess jumped forth. I took this as matching the energy I had encountered, and wondered… Did I summon them myself?
The day that followed was pure magic, and a brand new reality. My first good day in years.
I saw Woden in my backyard, he said to make the yard more beautiful, and to make for him and sacred place, it’s large and wild. I said it would take me so long though, he nodded and said, “yes, I suppose it will.” He turned and faded.
I visited a friend and her dad told me about his sister, she was a famous astrologer. She became rich from that, and lived a glamorous life. My friend gave me allot of plants and seeds unprompted.
My mother gave me money, notebooks, headphones and shoes, unprompted.
Last night I had many bats flying close enough to touch them, and I heard two owls talking with one another.
Today, well, I just did house projects. I haven’t had motivation for house projects in years. It came easily, and I saw many signs today as well, listened to Amon Amarth and Tyr, and a thunderstorm rolled in. 
