This is why multiple tarot readings on the same subject shouldn’t be done much. At least, not unless a huge change/development occurred concerning the subject and it’s been a month or two since you’ve last had a reading about it.
I have tarot decks that would straight out sass the hell out of me whenever I fall into the “repetitive reading” hole or the sneakier “paraphrasing the question but it’s really just another repetitive reading done a bit differently”. Guess what happens? Confusion, just more questions on top of the original question and not an ounce of clarity no matter how many clarifiers I pull. The same cards pop up to the point of annoyance in very different positions from the last repeated reading too. Which, results into you complicating the situation than it truly is (overthinking) and blocking the natural manifestation of whatever the original reading’s outcome is.
I could try to read for you as well, but I feel that for some reason, you need to take a break from the readings first to simply breathe, relax a bit and ease your confusion. I honestly feel like me, or any other person here reading for you AT THIS GIVEN TIME would just muddy the waters for you even more. I very much understand the need to know, trust me, I went through exactly that when I was just a noob. But the more I was attached to the reading, the more I noticed I wasn’t manifesting the supposed outcome: I ended up manifesting my fears and doubts instead.
Let go for a bit, okay? Clear your energy (and maybe head/heart space too?). If you’re a reader yourself, drop the cards for weeks or a month, busy yourself with something else to do. You might need to cleanse your cards too as you take a break from them, because IME the repetitive energy gets stagnant there and makes them less responsive. If you’re a constant tarot querent, then stop asking readers for a while and get more in tune with yourself. Psychics and tarot readers are great and all, but I think that at the end of the day, it’s only us who can determine what our situation truly is and decide how to deal with it. Why not keep a journal and try writing down what you think and feel about the matter? That way, you’ll be developing your intuition and as you get better, you’ll be less focused on getting external confirmation through the cards. YouTube pick-a-cards are included here as well, okay. I know they’re fun to watch and have been very popular lately, but too much of those can cause contradictory readings as well. It’s also way too general and the YT readers’ energies cannot resonate and connect with that many people.
I hope you didn’t find this offensive/preachy. I don’t intend to be at all, it’s just that your energy seemed… kinda all over the place? Hence my concern. But if not, do feel free to disregard this.