Reading request if it possible?

Hello, Is it possible to request a reading? The reason for this I would like to to know where am i standing spiritually. I have a deep desire to have a communication with Lucifer. I have done invocation workings prayers etc but nothing happens it seems like a calling deep within. But its like I am blocked. I ask for guidance to Him to manifest via dreams but no success. May i ask for some feedback from anyone whom have experience with Lucifer.