I recently tried the ritual release of hatred, given by E.A. Koetting in the Baneful Magic book, and while I was able to visualize my victim/enemy perfectly and kill her mercilessly, I hate her so much that I didnt have any tears in my eyes in end, infact I felt utmost glee in butchering her. Is there something I am doing wrong?
Why do you have the assumption that something might be wrong?
Everyone processes their emotions differently.
In your case, catharsis comes with glee.
Let it be what it is.
If nothing else, you can perform it again and again and see if new emotions surface and arise from the practice.
But take them as they are at the time for what they are at that moment.
Accept them and let them go.
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Thanks, that was my first assumption, and I know most important step for these type of curses is not to doubt your emotions thats what E.A. said. I am still learning, and will keep this in mind from next time.
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