Last year I purchased the book “The Lucifer Chronicles”. I eagerly read the whole book swiftly and kind of started doing a ritual or two from the book. I am not sure I did it right because well my intuitive senses are pretty low. Right now, I am to be honest… falling even more into the depressive spiral that I keep myself in and I do not know if I will make it out. I like the idea of exploring more into the left hand path and exploring more into the many daemons, gods and goddesses that lie in wait. There are so many rituals in the book, how do you know which one to start out with and or try to evoke? I do apologize for the lack of clariity. I am still figuring out what I want and what not. But more importantly, I just want to live a life of purpose and have actutal contact with that one or many daemons that will gulde me down the path of self enlightenment. Oh and to get myself out of this financial banruptcy would be nice too. I mention that last because well I am sure everyone has that question in some form or another. I just need help overall in all areas. My faith is seriously lacking and I put out this last attempt to the universe to whoever hears the cry for help.