Well, this is my first public thanks. I might be a little excited about this lol. I may not have been able to express myself in some places because my English is not good enough.
As a member of this forum, I have been researching Marchosias for quite some time—around one to two years (Especially Mulberry knows this very well…). But because of the environment I was in, I didn’t have the opportunity to work with demons. I think she’ve been waiting for me all this time. This changed in the past few months when I finally began working closely with her. Even though I am still new, she is already changing my life at an incredible speed. Marchosias helps me stand by my decisions, empowers me, and gives me the strength to fight without fear. In a short time, I have overcome many of my fears and freed myself from my addictions. But what I am going to tell you now was a really big battle for me.
For years I struggled with severe insomnia. My sleep cycle was completely out of balance and it often took me five to six hours to fall asleep. I could no longer fight it, so I spent the last two years in treatment, taking high doses of sleeping pills.
As I deepened my connection with Marchosias, I sensed that she was not comfortable with me taking this medication. To be honest, I didn’t ask her directly because I was afraid of giving it up—I truly believed I couldn’t sleep without it. But then, I started noticing the toll it was taking on me. The medication filled my mind with strange, unsettling thoughts. Since it also acted as an antidepressant, I would experience waves of depression whenever I didn’t take it. At the time, I didn’t realize how much it was affecting me. I only saw it as something that helped me sleep. But once I became aware of its impact, I finally made the decision to stop taking it and I think Marchosias already knew all this.
I was going through a difficult time in my life when I made this choice, but I kept moving forward despite this. Ironically, the night I stopped taking the medication I got sick - an extra challenge as I usually don’t sleep at all when I’m sick. I felt as if the Marchosias was testing my resolve.
That night, without the medicine, it still took me about six-seven hours to fall asleep, and I woke up frequently due to my illness. But despite the struggle, I managed to rest for a few hours. The following days were tough. Without the medication, I had no artificial source of happiness, and I often felt down. Even after my illness passed, I still had trouble falling asleep due to the lingering effects of withdrawal. However, I never gave up.
And what was the result of this battle? Now, I can fall asleep naturally in a short amount of time, without any medication. My days are brighter, healthier, and filled with genuine happiness. Yesterday, as a final act of closure, I burned the remaining pills and threw them away. Because I don’t need them anymore. 
My mother, Marchosias actually showed me that I didn’t need them. She is really good at making people face their weaknesses.
So, my mom Marchosias…THANKS FOR EVERYTHING:)
Hail Marchosias!