I have been feeling drained lately because of unwanted fetishes on women’s body parts causing me to be envious .
I have ultimately resorted to vampirizing women, couples and Athena, Aphrodite and Artemis by visualizing their energies coming to my body as I absorb it. I also visualize tentacles attaching from me to my victim.
My belief is that in doing this I will feel enhanced, my body will get softer, like for example; my feet will go from wrinkly and rough to perfect and soft overtime. Of course I must take care of myself. It’s a joint effort between spiritual and physical.
I could also donate this energy to my boyfriend to make him more gentle and delicate: soften up his body to perfection just to fit my taste on men.
What do you think, regarding the possibilities on such thing?
I’m just asking this question for theory on limitations on magick. What’s considered physics -bending and physics-breaking. Where does this phenomena fall into?