I was hoping a demon could actually give me the power to drain somebody which causes death
Personally I believe you would be able to kill someone using vampirism but it would take lots of time and effort to do.
Itās not exactly a demon thing, itās more that the energy body would not allow you to drain to such a degree, you can lower their energy to a point they end up dying of natural bodily causes such as their immune system becoming weak and the likes but itās not about belief, itās simply that the everyoneās energy body is vampiric to a degree so even while you drain it, itās defensive capabilities would start to either drain back or take from its enviroment.
That is why you learn about the energy body in basic energy work before trying to mess with it.
Just going to throw in there that we cannot condone or recommend criminal acts on the forumā¦
@Lady_Eva probably will delete that, even if itās a joke to keep the forum from having legal issues.
Get your white blood cell count checked, as well as your thyroid.
Iām always going to doctors for āsicknessā and they always say Iām healthyā¦or they see something is wrong but the tests donāt show it.
Things like feeling naseous, pains (mild), etc.
I hear you. Talk to Marbas.
Not sure what Marbas could do? Since I donāt even know whatās causing it. Iām looking into this whole energy vampire thing but there aināt exactly a checklist to see if you are or arenāt, or a testā¦
I see your point. Good luck in your journey.
I advice Raphael.
Why would they be repelled? Is it because they will feel uncomfortable from feeling drained around you or is it because of lack of cleansing the energy?
Itās because no one likes to be drained and feel like shit whenever theyāre around a person. I know psychic vampires who donāt even know theyāre psychic vampires and they do it to people all the time and no one wants to be around them for obvious reasons. The most dangerous psychic vampire is the psyvamp that doesnāt know what they are. People who are aware of it are often times much less harmful and often times very ethical except in some cases.
Itās like the difference between being an uncontrolled animal and being a person who has their predatory instincts under control.
Yes you are right. I have a friend who is psyvamp and at times I have hanged up the phone on him or left quickly because I could feel him draining my energy. We even have a photo of him and one green snake like thing coming from behind his ear.
One question I really want to ask. I did some research in the forum about how to cleanse the energy you fed from but I didnt get a clean picture of how to do it. I dont want to use crystals. How can i clear up the energy and feed of it?
You see i had lots of people who had harmed me and I would like to feed off their energy to heal the damage they caused to my chakras⦠especially the heart chakra. And I would like to know more about it.
Sorry for the quality my english it is not my first language
My mother is a psychic vampire and she drains me all the time, she did it for years and I canāt stand being around her. With that said, sheās a Christian fundamentalist so she denies what she is whenever I point out her behavior, so sheās particularly dangerous since she doesnāt even know when sheās doing it. My father used to refer to her as a āsuccubusā because he said sheād drain the life out of people. I try to avoid her as much as possible and when she starts really draining me I will usually retaliate in a more subtle way and she knows when Iām doing it and does it less to me now since I pointed out her nature and told her that Iām willing to retaliate should she continue to attack me.
I can usually feel when the energy that Iām draining is shit so I will visualize myself āspitting it outā and throwing it into the earth. You also have to be careful about who you drain, if someone has nothing but shit energy it can make you feel worse, especially if you donāt know how to filter the good energy from the bad energy.
See above and read my posts above. I often use vampirism as either a defense mechanism or as a means to get revenge against people who have done the same to me.
Edit* Also if you really want to get revenge on someone you can visualize all of your negative energy going into your target through your tendril while taking all of their positive energy. Be careful doing this though as itās probably one of the most potent and damaging forms of vampirism.
No worries, it sounded pretty coherent to me.
I would never do such a thing on a person who hasnāt truly harm me and caused me significant damage.
Than youād probably be an ethical psychic vampire. Iād recommend doing some ritual with Lilith if you really want to unlock that potential, especially if you donāt have it as of yet.
I read a post by C. Kendall about a meditation you can do to help unlock these abilities. Hereās an image of the post that I saved because I wanted to save the spell itself.
When I did it, I already had the gift of Vampirism as revealed by Lilith previously but I did it as more of a formality than anything else which Lilith seemed very pleased with. I also added my own spin on the entire thing by giving her a bit of blood as a symbolic gesture, lighting a candle, and reciting her enn. I understand Kali is also involved in this procedure but this was my first time working with Kali and I didnāt have an alter to her so I didnāt give her any blood but I still greatly appreciate her help even if thatās the only time Iāve ever worked with her.
Edit* You should also check out āFallen Angelsā by Michael W Ford, it has a lot of spells in there to turn yourself into a nephilim which in and of itself is a vampiric and predatory spirit.
Thanks for the book recommendation
It has a lot of really good spells. It also has some good history on the watchers/fallen angels as depicted in the book of Enoch.