I made a few spells happen. I plan on making the relationship happen again, and make it without any obsession spells or dirty shit. I’ve had it. I’m grabbing my fate by the balls. If this is just going to eat at me, and I’m never going to be comfortable around him again, it would just be a total waste. I will circumvent the consequences, but I trust the forces that be will respect my decision.
I basically asked King Paimon to charge a thoughtform I made. I made very specific parameters as to not go too far against my principles. He agreed, and it took a while, but we did it and now I just gotta circumvent all the pain I’m in.