Hi, my name is Francesco and I’m Italian.
I have always been fascinated by the esoteric world. I have also practiced in the past I am here to ask for help and to know and exchange ideas on occultism and esotericism.
I am here especially with the hope of finding ways to have greater growth, and learning from you the ways that could lead me to success.
As a child I suffered from bullying, but I have long since overcome all that it entailed in fact I managed to have my small social redemption.
But every now and then I have problems with anxiety and sometimes depression, it actually came last year. but even this I managed to overcome it, I don’t want to seem selfish but the lockdown of the has really served me a lot.
I have learning problems, I have communication difficulties, I have problems with writing, and reasoning. I have an almost short-term memory (ok this can be funny). but I often feel uncomfortable and distressed.
despite this I go to university, I don’t know which identity I recalled in the past to find myself at this point, because it was something I really wanted years ago. The point is that again I find myself in a point of loss.
Really, I don’t know what, how, who …
I probably come from the Lombards and I feel that in my DNA there is something magical and esoteric linked to them
As for the practice I have a problem, I have done several practices. but something has changed radically in me.
the only time I called Satan he satisfied me with the hex and he succeeded very well, but I didn’t protect myself and I had problems.
I was able to create my own spells, but now I can’t.
I need to know a mentor, who helps me practice and who doesn’t make fun of me.
I feel the need to learn but help me to create and look for ways to learn from a theoretical and practical point of view, who and how to invoke or evoke someone who can help me in my life. To do something concrete. and obtain the desire that is most inherent in myself. The success.
Hoping doing well here
