@nohearth
Hi, I was only able to get back to this now. !!
Thank you!! It was accurate in each part, and feels a bit more prophetic than usual, which ties into your reading actually. :0
Here is what I get from your question. Just sensing anything I get:)
You are a poetic being.
You are one who tells when the storm comes.
ā¦The one who chanted to create the storm in the first place.
You are one who tells prophecies but also creates them.
You ARE the prophecy. (Spiders feel important, and their weaving. I would contact them)
I feel you should embrace this aspect of yourself!
I think you should embrace the things that make you special, BEAUTIFUL, I feel to embrace prettiness and reject all else. The sparkle, the shine. Only in that, and giving up focusing on the things that make you feel ugly or āthe same as everyone elseā (heard this in a feminine voice speaking to me), will you come out of the dark hole you may be in.
The purple-red fire of the Antiverse burns brightly in your entire being. In fact, at this point, you are the flame. I think rather than focusing on being a priestess, someone who honors and serves another (Even if its serving an IDEA, or a place) , it is best served serving yourself. I believe that is the first step. Itās not possible to serve another/dedicate to another in the Antiverse. You are fully the god within yourself in the Antiverse. Everything is commanded from you, from there.
I think in being yourself, you are being the living antiverse, the flame that (helps) guide it, etc.
I am also getting the message that you absolutely should not submit to a status quo (this goes for any situation) and be lesser than what you are.
Embrace the fire.
Reject all gods.
Be you (which is the goddess-- but within antiversal terms which deconstruct everything until itās at its highest principle-- it is The Spark ā that means something personal to you)
The antiverse teaches harsh lessons.
The antiverse eats alive.
To survive the antiverse, one must be fully themselves.
With you, the lessons donāt have to be harsh. You have the ability to transmute harsh and terrible energy, in any case, into song, poetry, beauty, and meaning. This feels more like me sensing at a core level of your being. This should be tapped into⦠(to me in a vision of this core, it glowed a dull golden with grey in the very corners around it, and I saw like music lines flowing around. What would happen if you visualized yourself as Music itself?)
Umā¦
and, youāll have a lot of help.
Itās just really, really important to break this disgusting, frozen, dead rot layer (honestly to me it looks harmful. like originally, it feels as if it was put there by an antagonistic force and now its so solid and gross and needs to be uprooted entirely IMO. Uprooted feels like a good word) around your ācore,ā I think thatās why embracing beauty helps, to introduce that energy within yourself.
I feel to embrace Strength. You have it. Try to embrace it as a color.
This song felt like it fit you:
Ok, this is what I got!
Let me know if it helped.