Ok so heres whats going on:
I know alot of us are power hungry as fuck, but do you ever catch yourself having sort of withdrawals if you…idk…dont get enough power?
Like I find myself having random anxious states if I dont have ways of getting More power.
Like mental frenzy type shit.
Yes for fucks sake I know i can evoke and invoke and what not and gain power that way. I know theres Vampirism as well, but im looking for something…deeper dammit!
There are some other factors in my life that contribute to this obsession with power but those are being removed and all im left with is this drive. This blood curdling need. For more power.
spongebob mocking Voice
“WEll wHaT KiND oF POWer ArE yoU talkinG ABouT? TheRes mANy diFferEnT KinDs. AnGEl…”
I get that for fucks sake! I feel like im stuck and ive reached my limit so to speak. But i need more.
More Ascent. More Fire. More Power.
Any real advice would be appreciated