Last night as I was laying in bed, pondering the fact that I just had this horrible feeling from the day that I could not shake off, I started to think about Lucifer, and wondering if I would attempt to work with him. Though I have much catholic/religious programming for shake off and I’m still learning. I have been working to Santa Muerte.
I was laying on my stomach pondering, and then I felt a really strong energy /presence behind me and in the room, but it was a very loving warm energy, and I reminded myself to relax, and the pain in my heart left me. Do you think it was him? Could he come just from me pondering? I did call him once while looking in my crystal ball and I saw a face but I got scared, and then that night my iPhone kept on transmitting a video to the tv all night repeatedly about “altar work” it honestly had scared the SHIT out of me - it was like a poltergeist, but last nights experience was VERY different… then im thinking was it Santa Muerte giving my this feeling? How do you know? thanks