I just remembered a dream I had a a few years ago…I wasn’t really there but I saw as if I was there…I watched a a young women hanging by chains from her hands and I a man I think he had a mask on took an axe and he sliced her stomach open…and the scene kept repeating…
I closed my eyes
and I saw a man and there mingled with Disgusting fleshy things I can’t describe
I closed my eyes and I saw a young girl violently cutting my hand/arm off with a cleaver
I closed my eyes and I saw there was a lady vommiting black thick fluids and it came violently out ov her eyes and mouth simultaneously to the degree I never knew she had eyes to begin with (despite that I saw them)
I closed my eyes And I saw a formless scene ov blackened/burnt looking/blood red barnacle-skin , like an sort ov wall ov skin and it became a young girl ov the same blackened skin/blood red/burnt looking barnacle covered skin
I Closed my eyes for a split second and I saw what seemed to be rotting brains that appeared to be made ov rotting ground meat…I can’t tell if they were moving or still but I honestly am trying not throw up thinking about it…
I closed my eyes and I see really disgusting ground bloody flesh the person is opened up and being picked apart but the scene is so gross and their insides are so ground up that I can’t tell they were ever human
I dreamed that I was laying in bed and then I felt vibrations in my body and I heard a loud ringing sound, as my arms begand to move on their own, I saw in my mynde’s eye where I was about to go, and I felt it too, I was above earth in the skies, all I felt was desolation, I fought it a while and tried to get back into a normal state, this kept repeating in other dreams oe other parts ov the dream, I would go to sleep and wake up in this… state…at one point when I heard the ringing sound and I heard something liquidy it felt like my right ear were pushing out some sort ov liquid I tried to get out ov it again and I when I eventually did I noticed there was blood sprayed around me I remember thinking it came from my left ear but I couldn’t prove it, I went io sleep again I woke up again and I heard voices…dark sounding voices and an ominous instrument when they spoke I couldn’t tell what they were saying and I was in the same vibrational state and then I went walking somewhere else A place I go in real life a certain friend came to mynde, I don’t know why
Eventually at one point I woke up again and eventually I had found that I forgot I had two sigils under my pillow so old and with nought ov use, one was Ov Satan and the other I don’t remember and I was visited by a false me in which I asked Satan to Help me astral project, and I tore them up thinking it would break the spell, And then I woke up, and I went in the same vibrational/ringing state And I m started to see where I was about to go and I tried to fight it and stay in my body, one time I tried to sit up and I couldn’t, and I heard the morning man’s voice and him opening doors , each time I woke up in my bed, I went into these vibrational states where I hear ringing sound/ I’m about to go somewhere but I try to resist, I try my best noti to go, and then I started saying in my my head that I was “being pulled in the in between” I resisted every timd knowing that for some reason or another I was being wretched from my body, I didn’t want to go to the desolate places where I was going to go,
This just kept repeating, and I only wanted to go where the spirits I work with are, I also thought about astral monsters that would seek to hurt me and I’m not any more fond ov that than I am ov the desolate and seemingly wastlelands
Trying and trying so hard not to slip out of my body I remember also being afraid ov touching the silver/blue cord should I lose the ability to resist being wretched from my body
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I dreamed I was picking out the freshly dead white meat out of my left arm, I drank the blood but I pulled the flesh out of my mouth for I couldn’t see that it was in the blood I considered eating my own white freshly dead flesh but I didn’t I didn’t find it very Appetizing to be honest only the blood was Appetizing almost as Appetizing as it is in real life