I just remembered a dream I had a a few years ago…I wasn’t really there but I saw as if I was there…I watched a a young women hanging by chains from her hands and I a man I think he had a mask on took an axe and he sliced her stomach open…and the scene kept repeating…
I closed my eyes
and I saw a man and there mingled with Disgusting fleshy things I can’t describe
I closed my eyes and I saw a young girl violently cutting my hand/arm off with a cleaver
I closed my eyes and I saw there was a lady vommiting black thick fluids and it came violently out ov her eyes and mouth simultaneously to the degree I never knew she had eyes to begin with (despite that I saw them)
I closed my eyes And I saw a formless scene ov blackened/burnt looking/blood red barnacle-skin , like an sort ov wall ov skin and it became a young girl ov the same blackened skin/blood red/burnt looking barnacle covered skin
I Closed my eyes for a split second and I saw what seemed to be rotting brains that appeared to be made ov rotting ground meat…I can’t tell if they were moving or still but I honestly am trying not throw up thinking about it…
I closed my eyes and I see really disgusting ground bloody flesh the person is opened up and being picked apart but the scene is so gross and their insides are so ground up that I can’t tell they were ever human
I dreamed that I was laying in bed and then I felt vibrations in my body and I heard a loud ringing sound, as my arms begand to move on their own, I saw in my mynde’s eye where I was about to go, and I felt it too, I was above earth in the skies, all I felt was desolation, I fought it a while and tried to get back into a normal state, this kept repeating in other dreams oe other parts ov the dream, I would go to sleep and wake up in this… state…at one point when I heard the ringing sound and I heard something liquidy it felt like my right ear were pushing out some sort ov liquid I tried to get out ov it again and I when I eventually did I noticed there was blood sprayed around me I remember thinking it came from my left ear but I couldn’t prove it, I went io sleep again I woke up again and I heard voices…dark sounding voices and an ominous instrument when they spoke I couldn’t tell what they were saying and I was in the same vibrational state and then I went walking somewhere else A place I go in real life a certain friend came to mynde, I don’t know why
Eventually at one point I woke up again and eventually I had found that I forgot I had two sigils under my pillow so old and with nought ov use, one was Ov Satan and the other I don’t remember and I was visited by a false me in which I asked Satan to Help me astral project, and I tore them up thinking it would break the spell, And then I woke up, and I went in the same vibrational/ringing state And I m started to see where I was about to go and I tried to fight it and stay in my body, one time I tried to sit up and I couldn’t, and I heard the morning man’s voice and him opening doors , each time I woke up in my bed, I went into these vibrational states where I hear ringing sound/ I’m about to go somewhere but I try to resist, I try my best noti to go, and then I started saying in my my head that I was “being pulled in the in between” I resisted every timd knowing that for some reason or another I was being wretched from my body, I didn’t want to go to the desolate places where I was going to go,
This just kept repeating, and I only wanted to go where the spirits I work with are, I also thought about astral monsters that would seek to hurt me and I’m not any more fond ov that than I am ov the desolate and seemingly wastlelands
Trying and trying so hard not to slip out of my body I remember also being afraid ov touching the silver/blue cord should I lose the ability to resist being wretched from my body
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I dreamed I was picking out the freshly dead white meat out of my left arm, I drank the blood but I pulled the flesh out of my mouth for I couldn’t see that it was in the blood I considered eating my own white freshly dead flesh but I didn’t I didn’t find it very Appetizing to be honest only the blood was Appetizing almost as Appetizing as it is in real life
I had a dream And I was in a ruined cabin like location ov wood, there was light of the orange color as if there was fire but Fire was not in my sight there were thin…vines like and Perhaps you could move them and they were wrapped around something not very high, I don’t remember if it was Perhaps a pillar they were wrapped around just about a foot off the ground and coiled around what should have been a pillar, there were no doors or windows I believe the house ov wood was under ground, even under the deepest bowels ov the earth I suppose? And it came. to my knowledge…that I could Astral Project…and I…think I started flapping my arms?..or no…but I started floating Up and I went through the Roof And there was Hell And I didn’t want to be in This Hell for it was not the Kingdom ov Hell we are Said To Enter in the After Life but only Some Christian Hell…And I just remembered I think I saw Jesus at some point or a man who resembled his popularized mainstream appearance I decided to Astral Project to Heaven and I said a few empty meaningless choice words the the Abrahamic Deity wouldn’t cast me out…I went to Heaven and it was a Kingdom of Brown Sand And There were small mountains afar off straight ahead and there was the sun or a sun but the sun gave no ordinary light the sun I saw gave An extremely bright blinding light so blinding there was light that covered the whole around it it wasn’t just Illuminated it was literally shrouded in the brightest whitest blinding light and the sky around it, it was beautiful to be honest I knew I was above the Kosmos or atleast in another world…But in this dream And in the previous dream where I was Astral Projecting when I started Astral Projecting somewhere I didn’t immediately appear to that location The Location gradually seemed to appear in front of me it wasn’t like some movie it was more watching that I’m in one location and that location starts to slowly disappear and I slowly see the place I decided (or otherwise) to project myself start to gradually appear and become present I honestly don’t know how to explain…To Those Ov You Who May Be Reading This I can’t explain it in words you would have to experience these same types of dreams to know what I’m talking about…Thank You