Order of Mercury

I was dreaming that I was at the NHL pro like some kind of All Stars show, and Wayne Gretsky was showcasing his skill.

I was watching him do trick shots and was surprised by how I could imitate the athleticism in my imagination.

I said, “I could probably do that, but I didn’t go to the pros or play in college.” Or whatever it was that I thought to myself and told those who were with me.

So I put on some ice skates and they were trying to show me the way it’s done, but I had my own method of learning.

Anway I was looking for something…
I can’t remember the details of my mission. I was appeoached back to back by two women, one of them sort of average but good spirited and attractive enough I’d have gone out with her, not much more than an average and homely woman… the other slightly above average in appearance, very enthusiastic.

They wanted me to make them my own.

Anyway, I could hear others in the crowds praisinh the way I had gotten them to pursue and come to me for a mate, and I appreciated the validation. I’ve been accustomed to being put down and shit on by others.

Anyway, in the dream things were different. Spiritually speaking, it was encouraging.

More on that later, once I’m maybe in my meditation temple.

I’m having some distracting stuff go on, but I felt that the dream was relevant enough to push past the distracting things.

Anyway, I was very dom with the two girls.

I usually have that proclivity in me naturally, but the righr type can help me to easily step into my dominant.

Thats my preferred way of doing things and bad experiences had painted a negative light around dating and role play for me.

So in the dream world… everything is at ot should be. I’m not being approached by those who’d try to make me something I’m not or expect things not within my natural masculinity, and who’re in possession of the feminine aspect and ways that I’d prefer to be myself with, trustworthy and patient.

This is all kind of weird for me to share.

Anyway.

I had to continue my mission and out it off.

I came back and the thing is that I coukd fly now.

I was hovering off the ground and could move in relatively straightforwards, backwards… maybe slight turns and stopping was a bit challenging.

I remember thinking… I hope people don’t think I’m a weirdo.

It’s strange to think that a person wouldn’t try and show it off… the ability to ubermensch beyond the natural limits of being a man.

There were people there, just being boring. There were peopl talking about the strange music I’d been playing as well.

All I wanted to do was to sit down and have a smoke of a cigar… filtered like cigarettes… the cheap kind like I always use.

I remember putting on some silly music, like maybe sounds like Sleep Token, and fishing my pockets to find a vape… a package of cheap cigarettes, and a red lighter finally at the end of the dream.

I went outside waking up, had a cigarette… and used a red lighter.

Everything was perfectly okay.

Allah was blessing me thoroughly with tital favoritism in every single way.

Of course, you know how the pendulum swings, and things got wild on me this morning after sharing this dream in front of relatives.

Allahuakbar and blessed be.

I just wanted to go ahead and say this here.

I have felt responsible, directly responsible, magickally speaking, for multiple deaths.

I have seen several deaths in response.to prophecy and magick.

I dont mean metaphorical deaths or some kind of spiritual concept.

I mean literally… people have died almost immediately in connection with the use of spiritual gifts.

I have also seen lives saved and miraculous healings, several kinds of seemingly or to me obviously supernatural events, Divine Intervention and the Providence of Almighty God at work in countless ways.

If prophecy and magick were something that could be proven to be able to unalive others remotely and without ever uttering a word in front of anyone or contacting the victims at all then most assuredly we’d all be on trial for spiritual occult crimes against such things there is evidently no law.

Drink responsibly and as always… safe travels.

I’d like to add to this journal aeries entry that was commented on by an admin or mod in my private messages that I’ve never actually succeeded at unaliving anyone with magick… I’ve only been the vessel.

I have made two attempts at hateful curses.

They backfired on me almost immediately. From this, I’ve learned that baneful black magick is not my forte.

The magickal “body count” has been simoly the result of a message of prophecy, a reversal with no clear image of the targeted individuals…

I have sent things back to people… or deflected psychic attacks.

With due diligence one might understand what im trying to express.

I don’t hurt others as often as I should sometimes… feels that way.

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I have seen marked improvement in the use of spiritual gifts lately and I’m very honored by this.

Everyone I’m close to has also benefited.

On God my prayers and prophetic gifts have been so spit on lately that im afraid life could become a constant stream of synchronicities neverending…

I’ve gotten a message from a dearly beloved friend overseas that had appeared to be the polar opposite of the way life had been whenever i had first become aware.

Upon awakening… things looked grim for me.

Added note: @Mulberry

I accidentally sent this to the mod who had contacted me instead of sharing to my journal, but i wanted to go ahead and post it here.

Perhaps it will inspire others who are struggling with self-initiation.

Things are challenging at first until you’ve learnes patience with the things you’re seeing and feel inspired to try and manifest.

I’d say, nice and easy, like my son was telling me he’d been thinking about somethinf we were practicing together; out of the mouths of babes…
My son is only 6 years.

I can see his calling.

I’ve had an eventful weekend.

I came to visit a friend from the covenant lodge.

We all work with spirits of our own choosing.

However, because of my close friendship to a woman who was recently brought in with my help, I paid my respects to her favorite deity or goddess Hekate.

I gave a small, quaint offering of tobacco. It was on a whim, but she has a bookshelf thay has a small altar section dedicated to Hekate.

I had noticed some artwork and statues, asked about it… and found that she was using a bowl to collect offerings she’s bringing and has prepared for Hekate… who’d been showing signs of having interest in youra truly for months ahead of time.

This was before we met.

On inspiration, which feels unusual to some because of my religious views (judeo-christian islamic worldview and a student of the Bible and Quran, devout in faith), I asked if I could leave her goddess an offering in the bowl.

She nodded, yes, and I reached in my pocket to remove a bit of premium tobacco from my package that I’d brought for the evening.

I had no idea that I’d stay another night, much less several more days.

We’ve worked a few spells, shared information regarding the tarot and the runes, and performed ceremonial magick.

I had evoked Raphael to assist with the healing of some children who stay in this home.

That part, I kept to myself.

They’d reportedly been getting sick, and sick far too frequently, and I do not appreciate chronic illness.

I have a close working relationship with many angels and deities.

I believe that this was commonplace in antiquity, even for monotheistic sages.

So, with this preface, I’d like to express my affections for her goddess.

Hekate appeared to me late at night whenever all was still and quiet. I was falling into a trance before I was able to sleep.

She startled me.

Her appearance was romantic, enthralling, and seductively cute.

I hate to even use words to describe what she looked like. Words will not suffice.

I’m angry that I can’t think of words. I have the image in mind still. Generally speaking… I remember important things very well, and I’m well spoken. This occasion doesn’t permit.

I feel guilty almost, because this womanly figure that appeared to me could have also Seshat, any other she demon, or the inner goddess of the woman next to me in the bedroom.

All this said… she was gorgeous in every way possible to me.

The next part is how she clung to my gorum.

I believe that’s the psychic power center of the lower abdomen.

I have never had this happen… at least to my memory in this same fashion. I’m afraid to talk about an experience so sacred would be sacrelege.

Sometimes in the past, when I have talked about religious experiences in front of thr wrong folks… it ruined the beauty of it.

Hekate… as we’ll continue calling her has a form of beauty which is simply awe-inspiring.

My tendency, as I have a touch of what some would call “obsessive-compulsive disorder”, is to relate these encounters using perfect language. It’s not only the goddess that I’d hate to disappoint by seemingly downplaying in the sight of others what this was like… it’s the Divine. It’s my Adonai whom I love and adore.

He has allowed this to occur so that I could interact withe wondrous dark goddess, a being misunderstood badly.

It is my belief that her affections for men of God are enough… reason enough to talk about it…

I’m so happy that I’ve made some progress today with raising my child.

Hes been so cooperative lately…

I was recently given 24 unlimited unfailing magick spells by a genie.

It helps my faith out tremendously to believe in it.

Now as it were, after dealing with a psychic witch or whatever something was attacking me on whatsapp. I’ve now decided to start using my unlimited spells on facebook with my friends of mercurius ter maximus club.

We’re all messengers of the new earth.

I’ve been given by King Paimon unlimitrd wishes for 24 hours.

He’s my favorite genie from the goetia.

So simply, I’ve been praying in the spirit for more healing miracles and magickal spella for gokd health. A spirit called Tyr appeared to help me with the Tiwaz rune. Also, Marbas came through…

I know it’s hard to imagine, but some people have the ability to interact with spirits easily and as readily as I do.

They just pop in and out sometimes.

They used to do it all the time and then there was a long drought periodically. I never know whats cooking.

They say that Vodoun is the hardest black magic to get rid of if youre cursed by a houngan or vodouassant.

I’d say that’s pretty accurate.

I’ve had several trials and error moments over the many years that I’ve studied mystical arts. I’ve learned the hard way that it’s best once you’ve broken agreements with spirits to start over and seldom make any new ones.

I’ve also given up the tithes to the church.

I’m my own high priestess. I’m my own vodouassant. I’m my own santero.