So this might be alittle long. With alot of detail, although I’ll try and just cover the important or experiences that stood out to me.
I first became aware of this spirit maybe a year or so after my mother’s death. At this time it was just the dream every now and then, not often or consistent at all. I was around 9-11 years old when the dreams started. In the dreams she would either be watching me from a distance, and rarely interact with me. Like I would dream (when I was still in school) about playing with the other kids during lunch outside, and you have the teachers who watch, and make sure no one is causing trouble – while I was playing in the dream I would notice her (at the time I called her “the woman”) just watch me from across the playground or field. This is one example of a dream.
When I got to be around 13 years old then I noticed her interact with me more in dreams (and slightly sexual, which bothered me), I also would feel when I went to go to bed that I would be sexually aroused sometimes for no reason, it would just happen. Which to a young kid, was confusing? I also started to feel her presence more actively to, only at night though. Felt like a dark presence (like someone of a dark nature) which sorta made me feel uncomfortable but over time I got used to her presence.
Now around highschool is when I started to hear weird things. Like knocking on walls, footsteps when either everyone was asleep, or I was home alone. I did see perhaps orb like lights (very rare occurrence)? And also heard someone (though this was my fault) scream in my ear while I was talking with my sister about…her. I was frustrated about her and thought she was of ill-nature at the time. While talking I heard a scream in my ear, my sister actually heard it too. We were both very creeped out. I forgot to mention but I also did have a weird (perhaps sleep paralysis) experience. I woke up from sleep in the middle of the night, in a half sleep- awake state, although didn’t bother to check if I could move or not. I became very quickly aware (my eyes were closed, and I kept them that way) that someone was on top of me. I felt feelings of being sexually aroused, and heard a female voice audibly say something along the lines of “can you feel me?” In a sorta cocky, teasing tone of voice. Due to my state I actually slipped back to sleep after hearing the voice.
I’ll add more later but how she appears in my dreams is pale skin, black long hair that is wavy? She dresses in dark clothing, black usually but still dresses formal like or well? Also one dream, she did “take blood from me”? So blood is a thing for her? My dreams with her and in general are always super vivid. There’s lots more, but I’ll stop for now.