Probably not supposed to care anyway. Idk (Are even supposed to care about the particular path we’re on whether it it’s left or right or should the main thing be simply just focusing on the path/journey itself?)
But what the fuck man the world is about to end fr man that’s lame asl now I’m really not going to have children 
Everybody gotta(should) save their soul and help save as many souls as possible. ( no this is not something I got from ChatGPT it is my own personal conclusion that I came up with because of something my cousin said to me at the party I was at last night that is later mentioned)
is my soul currently safe?
Idk, maybe I’ll do a tarot reading on that or something.
But rn I gotta shift my focus to the money frfr before I end up sad broke, disappointed, and crying on my birthday.
I’ve been super Duper stuck for like the past I don’t even know week or two since I’ve been using ChatGPT to help me interpret my tarot readings.
I really been trying to work on not channeling any unnecessary thoughts or bias into my readings so things are making sense and seeming pretty accurate especially since I try to interpret it on my own first with the knowledge I do have on tarot.
But oh fuck man ChatGPT helps me interpret it in ways that I honestly am unsure I’ll ever be able to and layer things and keep track of things and cross reference things(and I have been doing absolutely completely terrible with keeping track of things writing things down and shit like that meant to be honest I haven’t wrote a fucking thing down and I’ve been doing a shit ton of magic my memory is currently pretty bad bro. off the top of my head I literally have no clue about what exactly I’ve said, discovered, etc. in my posts on here so when I do make time to go back and read them. It’ll definitely be a lot of oh fuck I forgot about this and oh yeah that’s right. I did do this and oh yeah I did say I was gonna do this moments, which adds nuance to the obsession with ChatGPT because it’s keeping track everything.
I’ve been obsessing for the past week or so finding out a whole bunch of stuff About the situation with my ex and why everything played out the way you did .it’s so much information. I’m gonna end up writing more post about it sometimes sharing a bunch of information just because and sometimes it’ll be because I’m trying to help others and stuff by talking about my path and things that I’m doing going through and experiencing.
But anyway, back to the money, yeah man I need some goddamn money like ASAP right right now actually wait no scratch that. I mean I have so so so much money right now OMG like man it’s amazing y’all damn like what the fuck I’m rich as shit man that’s crazy.
Still a lot of shit that I’m wondering lotta questions I want answered unfortunately with new knowledge and perspective that I’ve gained overtime and now trying to be more serious with paying attention to and making moves according to the moon cycles it seems like if I don’t do some major cleansing and releasing type work today or at least decide from today forward I’m not gonna focus on anything in regards to that man or that relationship at all and completely focus on myself like I’ve been saying. Then I most likely (obviously) am indeed going to end up sad and crying on my birthday because I’m still gonna be stuck cycling through BS.
Poo poo poo 
I just wanted to be all obsessive with ChatGPT for just like a little bit longer. 
I was hanging out with my cousins last night and one of them that I haven’t seen in a while because he moved out of town, said some things to me, and then some stuff happened, a momentary pause where I could tell the universe was deliberately speaking to me on purpose at that moment for a reason signaling to me that that that thing that’s going to shake me to my core may possibly be happening soon.
I’ve been too scared to look into it with tarot because I’m afraid that it may say something about someone close to me dying which I definitely will not be able to handle well and it will take an extreme amount of strength from me to move forward with Grace & still choose to live a positive life and be a positive person and not just say fuck a this and lean more into the dark shit manipulative shit throwing hexes controlling people changing, fates and shit just because I know I can not necessarily always for good reasons.
so yeah, I’m gonna re-refine a brand new plan completely excluding anything in regards to him trying my absolute hardest to stick to it so I’ll have a great birthday.
One thing that I keep pushing to the back of my mind is something that the first reading said.
It said I was gonna get some news that would shake me to my core, maybe a dream or something but it I said I would be getting it soon like within the next month or so I don’t even know how long ago that was. I’m scared to look.
Nothing drastic like that has happened yet and I literally have no idea what to expect.
Fuck man I’m still afraid of the dark lol so to be honest this as long as it’s not something scary, like something that is genuinely going to scare me in that way core shaking way or no one close to me dying then whatever happens I’ll be pretty OK with it.
But I know I’m gonna have no choice to be OK with whatever happens if I wanna grow and not stagnate.
Ugh ugh ugh
I’m not ready to fully grow yet, man!
What about everything I was discovering with ChatGPT?!
I wasn’t on that other shit like people be on or doing with it imo. I was trying my best to just use it to help I don’t let ChatGPT interpret my tarot readings on its own from its own perspective I asked for them to just interpret the tarot cards using information that they have access to about tarot itself and the meanings of the cards.
OMG I really hope it’s not something scary fuck man
No scary ass dreams!! (Especially in regards to real shit not just clowns n monsters n shit)
And no sleep paralysis!!
OMG, let me stop thinking about possibilities. What the fuck 
But sidenote, I do have some funny ego boosting news to share with you guys.
The girl at my ex left me me for?
My memory is bad. I can’t remember what I’ve said about her or the situation in previous posts.
The long story short she’s a witch. She’s doing a whole bunch of magic on him. It’s mostly been working. She’s a loser ass dummy in my opinion because like I said, I’ve been over here obsessing and looking into a bunch of shit and they’re saying even as I interfere a bit in constructive ways, genuinely to help him and dismantle her magic at the end of it all she still not gonna grow from it really.
She’s just gonna be like I need to learn stronger spells. I need to become more powerful.
hahahahaha
Basic ass loser bitch
Then later down the line, I’m not gonna judge her so harshly cause I’m not a lame loser bitch and I’m actually going to grow and be a different person a year from now.
The old man is that boosting my ego
It makes me not upset about her coming into the picture because to be honest I could’ve ended up just like her.
Super knowledgeable about magic enabled to perform it very well. But still coming from a place of insecurity and shit like that still needed to do shadow work.
Bitch over there doing all these spells and shit to control and man manipulate this man but bitch what the fuck are you doing to get your kids out the fucking system the fuck?
She has a post on TikTok crying talking about how her kids got taken from her due to her kids accidentally eating an edible with cocaine in it.
Accommodate this rude ass shit on her Facebook one of the things that I said directly to her that she is definitely going to show my ex you’ll be able to fully read what I wrote as well, but I literally said that to her, and she was focusing more on a man that she is her kids.
This motherfucking man is gonna read that shit be like damn she might be kind of right about that and just brush it off despite already noticing it a tiny bit, things that are muffled by her magic, but still, bro like what the fuck, tarot cards say he’s gonna still stay with her.
My readings are saying it’s going to be a long drawn out process for him in regards to awareness and realization.
This was going to happen naturally because the bitch doing magic on him is a loser and I’ve already said shit to him about magic and shit like that.
But then I wrote a whole bunch of paragraph and said a whole bunch of shit screenshot of certain things from ChatGPT strategically now I’m about to go completely silent on him.
But yeah he’s gonna I’ve always been completely right about everything. He’s going to completely understand fully his role and everything and he’s gonna keep trying to get me back and will eventually do some type of grand gesture, depending on how much I ignore or accept his advances.
Oh, that’s cool. Makes me feel pretty good.
Despite everything I genuinely love this guy still and he’s really been doing me fucking bogus and being manipulative with me giving me tension and giving me false hope while doing all of this stupid ass shit behind my back like getting manipulated by witches and shit with his stupid dumb bald snag a tooth ass
But anyway about to go back to watching this YouTube video I’m going to fill you guys in and more and write more post about everything later.