Lol, this October marks 2 years of actual practise , and dedication to walk the left hand path and still have to shake my head 2 or 3 times when I experience " co-incidents " which I have come to learn are communication tactics from my spirit/demon influences.
As a tumble of thoughts began to catch my attention, my " automatic browsing " brought me to this post…
Ever since I watched one of E.A’s YouTube vids, he spoke of his communications with Lucifer after his early years , once he found Lucifer again, …
One statement : Know thyself"
Was stressed and emphasised in my minds perception,
As a former drug addict ( yes former, as in transcends recovery), I spent the better part of a decade either in rehab, jail, or in a ditch , homeless and dopesick.
No end to the amount of suffering, it seemed as each treatment centre was like peeringn into a mess of scrying mirror.
Each relapse more devastating than the last, i could never accept the whys of it all.
As an intellect , I strive to understand and at times over analyze many ideals.
Well to my own spiteful resentment , a wiser man once told me that I should be gratefull to have recognized my wwaknessss, for that one day it will prove to be, to become your ( my) greatest strength…
Flaberghasted, for what seemed like ages, today I realize the truth behinds that silly smart bastards words.
I know myself well enough to know , with conviction the parts of me to destroy through death spiritually. I can recite the qualities I own from best to worst.
I have goals I know how to attain because I know how I learn the best and understand how my brain can retain the most amount of detailed info. I can pick apart my psyche like im disecting a fetal pig in biology class.
Regarding the very last sentence about trying to convince people of my occultist beliefs or practises is like my main issue I just identified. I would attempt many converts’ at first , but was cured somewhat when I dropped mind about what others thought of me.
Not caring= not fearing, and lead me to liberation and much less anxiety!
Thanks for allowing me to post my revelation and hope it finds someone to help as well . Thanks man.Rors:smiling_imp:
