Yet I cannot resist it.
This entity is what I had confused with Sitri a while ago insert major public apology to both Sitri and anyone else it may have offended…
It’s insane (in the worst way possible), morbid, dark, power hungry, seductive, manipulative… If anything could truly be considered ‘evil’, this would be it.
It enjoys watching humans suffer.
Problem is I can’t get rid of it.
I’ve tried several methods of banishing it, to no avail. It just gives me a weird look and laughs it off… The best I’ve managed to do is lock it away for a couple months before it found a way to slip out of it’s cage.
I know that I need to get rid of this thing, whatever it is. It’s nothing but trouble.
But, besides trying (and failing) for nearly a year to destroy or remove or lock the damn thing away, it’s … It’s like that friend that’s always getting you in trouble, always pissing you off, yet you know they don’t mean to and that they truly do care about you. They’re the best friend you could ever ask for when they see you need it.
I realized this last night while it was messing with one of my dreams, I saw it from his pov.
He’s like an innocent child, just trying to have some fun, but not understanding why it’s wrong. Trying to show it cares, but doesn’t understand the cultural differences or can’t understand when something is or isn’t appropriate.
I don’t know what to do.
I need to get away from it, but I still care and now understand why he does it… Completely torn with this…
Any help, suggestions, advice, anything is greatly appreciated.