Lunar calendar
My version with the divination mix
And a little too excited about this mica pigment
And candles with the Lord of all that flies mix (Ba’al zebul, Beelzebuth, beelzebub, Enlil…)
Lunar calendar
My version with the divination mix
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I figured out why they weren’t glowing- apparently using a UV flashlight for just a few minutes is better than letting them sit in the sun all day
Now- glow in the dark lunar calendar, Ouija board, skull, and dark runes
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I appreciate this thread and follow it. Good for you. Keep up the good work.
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Thank you! I appreciate it 
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Candles for a peaceful safe home:
Angelica, Bay, boneset, hyssop, jalop, St John’s Wort, lemon, lavender, pine, purslane, rose, Solomon’s seal, thistle, vetivert
Even though the candle color when cold is a creamy opaque light orange, when lit, it looks more like the way it did melting in the wax pot i.e. sparkly orange
Gris gris for cat’s health/well being
Angelica, Catnip, dragon’s blood, horehound, St John’s Wort, juniper, marjoram, pine, red clover, amethyst, pinch of cat’s fur
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My altar with a few of the candles I made recently- Lilith’s candle, Baal zebul’s candle, and a divination candle. I did a few oracle card readings that I promised to some friends.
Even though the candles themselves came out opaque, they look shimmery again when lit and the wax melts.
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I have no idea what to do with all this stuff haha more runes
My partner and I are moving soon to a new apartment, which is also the first home my partner bought. It’s still in the city (NYC) but more residential than our current place we’ve been renting for the last 3 years. He suggested turning it all into decor but I dunno. Like using the Ouija boards as tiles sounds a bit messy. Probably not a good idea.
I’ve been sleeping on this mattress that used to be in my basement temple in a small bedroom where I store all my herbs, and is now moved upstairs into my study. I realized I don’t really get any rest in it though like every time I sleep on this mattress, I wake up more tired, one time after 18 hours of sleep. The dreams are insanely vivid and they don’t feel like dreams. Sometimes I can feel myself leaving my body and after drifting around in my room briefly, I go through some kind of portal into some other place. I started keeping a log of these “dreams”. This is also the same mattress I used to use for astral projection/soul travel, and sex magic. I did this thing a while ago to open a portal in the basement bedroom it used to be in and I think it worked but the portal is in the mattress, not the room.
Some excerpts from the dream log:
February 19: Dream about the underwater cave.
I was going to be petrified in a sort of tomb in this underwater cave. There’s this woman with whom I was having an affair with who tried to stop it but ended up being swallowed into the depths of the black stormy waters, sucked down and disappeared
I was rowing a boat and slid into my underwater tomb but later reemerge from the depths. I had gills and survived but the lover woman didn’t
March 3rd sleep paralysis- a dark shadow looms over- its pale cold hand with sharp nails and long fingers digs into my skin and I can’t make a sound.
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Working on more spreadsheets- one for zodiac signs and one for chakras associated with herbs. I also got a new book- the Herbal Magic Correspondences Guide by Briana Blair and will also be integrating it into existing herb spreadsheets as I read through it.
I’ve only been doing readings for close friends and family and was always hoping to do some for BALG, but honestly, I’m a bit intimidated by everyone who’s already doing readings here- like 1- most are strangers with magical experience and 2- strangers who do really good readings. But I will only get better with practice. I’ll set a tentative goal for myself to do some over the Easter mini-break next week (one good thing about going to a school with a church on campus is that we get breaks on Christian holidays)
Anyway, made some herb stuff as offerings for Azazel.
Black candles (if this dye works out) with the herbs listed below
Azazel herbs
Dragon’s blood resin, gardenia, frankincense, passionflower, osmanthus (aka sweet olive), rosemary, patchouli, wormwood, mullein, witch hazel, safflowers
Azazel oil
All of the above + eucalyptus and mimosa essential oils. In almond oil with some carnelian stones
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They’re grey 
I used like a quarter of the bottle too. I need to find better candle dye.
My cat really likes the smell of them for some reason.
I’m also trying to avoid mania and psychosis this spring and summer by sleeping during the day and staying up all night. For some reason, I always have manic and/or psychotic episodes in warmer weather. I also tend to embarrass myself when I’m manic / psychotic and don’t remember what happens sometimes. It could be the sunlight, like people who get depressed during seasonal changes, so I hope by limiting my exposure to sun/daylight, I can avoid those annoying symptoms and not black out again. Hence the weird hours…
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Holy shit. I did a jinn ritual Wednesday to grow my social media and just woke up with 1000 new followers. I had 5 before my nap haha. that was fast!
It’s an account for a little online store thing I am trying to set up for some extra cash
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I woke up screaming twice while napping on the mattress (the one that may have a portal in it). The second time, I felt this cold hand with sharp nails digging into my vagina and like this film of slimy saliva (??) was all over my body. I couldn’t move and for a while I couldn’t make a sound, so when I finally could, I made this ugly screaming sound. My partner ran into the room. When I woke to my partner standing over me, the being was there next to him, its hand didn’t move and it was almost like amused that my partner was standing right next to it but he couldn’t see it. It faded away as I continued to wake up and move around again. My cat usually sleeps on/next to me, but she kept her distance while I slept and dreamed about this spirit thing.
I’ve been weirdly asexual lately like no sex drive at all and I feel sorry for my partner because our sex life is very dry at the moment. It could be related to stress or springtime psychosis. But mania usually causes hypersexuality so I dunno what it is. This happens occasionally where I just don’t have any sex drive at all and I can’t really predict or explain it.
I drew a picture of the spirit whatever it was and the stick figure is my boyfriend haha.
Unrelated: candles on my altar
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Samael herb powder/incense
Acacia
Basil
Copal
Devil’s claw
Dragon’s blood
Frankincense
Jasmine
Mullein
Nettle
Crushed red pepper (seeds)
Rose (a small amount)
Rue
Tea (black)
Thyme
Tobacco
Wormwood
Samael Oil
All of the above + shungite and obsidian
Deer in the backyard
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I did a simple oracle card reading from my moonology Oracle cards intended to be for generally everyone but I’m also new to this so if it ends up just being about me, lmk and well I need the practice🤷🏻♀️. I’ve only practiced with myself, family and close friends. I wanted to offer on a thread separately, but I also realized I’m a little swamped with school because finals are coming up, but when that’s over, I have a month and a half off before summer calculus starts. So excited for a break!
Anyways I also figured out how to get candles to turn black not grey- powdered charcoal. These are candles I made with the Samael dry herb mix I made previously mixed in
New Moon in Leo:
Find pride in all that you’ve accomplished. Your own passions, interests, and experiences have already fashioned a skillset that is uniquely you. Reflect a little on just how far you’ve come, what you’ve learned, and the hours of hard work you’ve invested. While you’ve come a long way and learned a lot, there’s always going to be so much more to learn. Recognize your capabilities, celebrate yourself for the goddess/god you are. Know your worth and be proud of your accomplishments, but always strive to learn more.You may be attracting someone’s attention- a new lover, friend, or boss- whichever it is, seize the opportunity and have fun with it.
Blue Moon
This could point to a rare, unusual, or once in a lifetime opportunity. You’ll recognize it when you see it and maybe you already do. If it seems like it’s “out of reach” or “out of my league”, etc…that is insecurity and not true… It’s all within reach and you are also capable of earning it by getting the work done. We all have our own skillsets that are constantly growing in complexity as we age, via lifelong learning, and wherever our interests take us."Believe in the impossible” because calling something impossible is one way to further distance yourself from the possibility. We are capable of achieving anything we want if we’re willing to invest ourselves and set our minds to it. Disbelief will limit us.
New Moon in Capricorn:
Maintaining a practical foundation with reliable resources is essential. Retain a disciplined work ethic. also remember to manage your time well, so you’re not overwhelmed later.
Try to find ways to streamline your schedule and set regular mini goals for yourself with reasonable deadlines- (remember to reward yourself when you’re doing well) not just for work but errands or other life things and breaks too (e.g. my partner, a Capricorn, has a board of “to-do” post its. There’s an occasional blank one, which means to take a 15 minutes walk or something). Mixing it up can help keep you energized and motivated. You’ll be rewarded by your own efforts and time invested in growing the things you care about.
While all this is important, also take the time to recenter and ground yourself regularly. Mental health is important too.
Some deer
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Plenty of time for readings later, when more attention and focus can be given!
Gold…well, “black” gold…
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True! I will do better readings after all this winds down.
I crushed a piece of charcoal with a golf ball haha can’t find my mortar and pestle
Made my first orgone pyramid. Needs improvement, but that’s the fun part- just making more I’ll make them better over time
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The finished pyramid with more rose quartz added.
Orgone skull attempt (which is also dyed with mica pigment) and orgone pyramid, both made with with clear quartz (more so in the skull) & rose quartz (more so in the pyramid), some copper shavings and copper wire
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