I’ve progressed pretty far since I was a child lost in wiccan practice and research. The women in my family are witches in different sects. Money, tarot, divination. I’ve been on the cusp of the spirit realm for a very long time. I started asking questions in meditation and through writing. Amaymon introduced himself. He guided me to the answers I needed. He stuck around.
I saw in one of the Koetting videos he said Lucifer Amaymon. I’d love to know if that means what I think it does. He holds my heart in his hands.
Familiarizing myself with attributes of different plants and herbs and the phases of the moon was my first step. Then colors and crystals and some of the other planets. My grandma was an astrologer so that was also exposed to me since i was very young. I spent a lot of time there. Lilith was the first spirit i really tried to learn as much as i could about.
Nothing personal. I doubt anyone who makes claims to have been practicing magick that young. Neuroscience research shows that children don’t even begin to develop cognitive memory until around 3 years of age, so a child of four isn’t really capable of grasping magical concepts. Even at 5, when basic schooling starts, children have difficulty with abstract thinking.
Welcome to the forum. i hope you enjoy your time sown the rabbit hole of BALG