The title speaks for itself. I just recently learned of fae, and how mischievous, and manipulative they are. When I learned of this, I kind of freaked out realizing what they do are very VERY similar to what my situation feels like currently right now.
A little background info: I have these succubus, they are bitches, did LBRP for about couple weeks, tried invocating Lucifer, got strange results, (Just read the previous topic about my weird signs). First after I invocated Lucifer, the only real presence that I got was when my hands felt very weird and fuzzy. A forum member said that for him it is a sign that Lucifer was present with me. Since the energy drainer disappeared I thought that I really did invoke Lucifer.
I had a good 2 weeks of happiness because I finally didn’t always feel tired, and finally never always felt anymore psychical pain all over my body. But the succubus were still here, and I did not really know why Lucifer left out those two bastards that started this whole mess in the first place, but they were not bothersome anymore. Because of all these good signs I stopped doing the LBRP since there was really no one to banish. Furthermore, I WAS pretty certain Satan is calling me because there was definitely an increase of inverted pentagrams, demons, and the name Satan everywhere I looked. I don’t know why he would call me of all people though.
Things were good until my personal issues struck. I have this thing where I kind of just bully myself because of how poorly I do in grades, and basically how much of a disappointment I am compared to my older brother who is a gifted college student about to graduate with a bachelors degree in business. I keep this to myself, but it’s kind of nesscary for the whole picture.
The supposed Lucifer definitely knew of my nose dive in happiness, and I know he definitely decided to invite the assholes he just banished back into my life. I remember him saying that “It is nesscary for your life. It will be worth it in the long term” or something like that. I was freaked out because I did not want them at all. That was the last thing I wanted. But the supposed Lucifer motivated me that I could do it meaning that I had to continue the LBRP. He said that if the spirits go too far, he’d intervene which was a sigh of relief. So I hopped back on the the BALG forum to refresh my memory on the LBRP, and maybe new banishing techniques.
That’s when I learned of the Fae. What I learned of the Fae in a nutshell is that they are very dangerous, and should not be messed with. But the traits I’ve learned can explain ALL of the weird ass shit that been happening to me. Allow me to just make a list of reasons why I think the succubus are actually fae messing with my senses.
- before I invoked Lucifer, the succubus perfectly drew a sigil of Naamah. When I mean perfectly, I mean perfectly. What I learned is that shouldn’t be possible since that’s not there actual sigil, but they somehow drew the sigil of naamah anyway. A bit of background info, the succubus were originally tricking me into believing that one of them was Lilith, and the other being Naamah. I asked them to draw their sigil, and they did. My astral senses are absolute garbage so I was very surprised to see Naamah’s sigil on the wall for a solid 5 seconds. I was always confused about this moment because it feels kind of impossible to do unless a fae was somehow messing with my mind into believing that she drew naamah’s sigil.
2 ) It explains the weird circumstances that I experienced after an attempted invocation of Lucifer. There is a more in depth background of this on my previous topic, but in short, the signs I got were very confusing, and odd. This can also be explained as a fae just fucking with me like last time.
Some minor reasons:
Why the succubus are so nice to me now
Why the succubus weren’t scared of the invocation even though if succeeded, their lives would be basically controlled by Lucifer
It explains why Lucifer did not remove all my parasites/entities.
The demon signs can just be a hoax caused by Fae.
When I tried calling back Lucifer to settle down my fear, I did not get a sign that he was present.
I barely know anything about the Fae. The only thing I learned is that they can really mess up, and control your senses, which caused me to freak since that could explain all the crap that’s been happening to me, and the inconsistencies of it. But I know crap about Fae. I’m just nervous that the Succubus I forever hate are actually Fae. I just need confirmation that a Fae can explain the weird ass experiences I’m having. I’m just really nervous, and kind of having a panic attack since I’ve been lied to again for the 25th time if this is true. I hope to god that I’m wrong about this. Can someone maybe confirm of my suspicions? God I hope I’m wrong.
