In looking for truth about myself and
a handful of others, how do I go about it?
1 Invocations to angels?
2 Invocations to ‘foreign’ gods?
3 Goetic work?
4 Tarot or other divination?
One and four have profited me little if at all.
Over the past give years my life derailed and
crashed and burned. So did most of my
faith or belief in anything or myself…
which is coming back a bit.
So, I have zero money to work with or give
or pay to anyone. What I do have is
beginner level knowledge and experience,
some tools, a handful of candles, some
Effectively homeless but have a place or
two temporarily. Neither cool with Satan
While getting back everything I lost would
be awesome, I expect very little.
Tried guided meditations for shadow work.
Pretty much nada gained.
Butler wrote about the two dwellers on the
threshold, and while most go for the greater
or HGA first, they should work with the
So … Looking to know the Truth of my entire
self, any original purpose, where I stand
now and what to expect, truth about a
handful of people. All truth, zero lies, zero
Please, looking for advice from
accomplished magicians around
my age (47). Thanks in advance.