Negative thoughts I can't control, at least not yet

I don’t think theirs a medical cure for them, but you could always contact somebody for healing and see if that works. Marbas is good for this if you want a demon, and Raphael is an angel who does this to. I know for a fact they can be cured magickally but I’m unsure of how I just know of people who have done it.

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So the thing is to learn not to react to every through that passes through your head. Not to suppress them, cause this will just make them come back even stronger. Have the thoughts observe the thoughts but take no action on the thoughts that do not serve you practically.

These thoughts are part of being human but learning to not let your intellectual throughts rule your actions is a part of developing mental discipline. Not the suppression of them.

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I don’t really care about these thoughts, I know they are just thoughts, what worries me is that the spirits could care about the thoughts and get offended

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How?

Thanks for the suggestion. Demons are not my thing (death agents are) but I’ll ask Marbas for help. Could you please ask the people who have cured it magickally to give you the exact details on the procedure? I’d be very grateful

Here you can find some nice suggestions

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I’m not in contact with them anymore unfortunately but I know for a fact it involved divine intervention. I’m plagued by it to buddy, I know how it is but this sort of stuff is hard to cure.

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Magick can help tho

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Imho you should first learn grounding, vampirism and healing before you deal with any kind of necromantic/death energies.

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If your talking about outside of ritual i wouldn’t worry too much. Like i said learn to not react to them. Observe them and they wear themselves out. But learn mental discipline while in ritual if you are trying to manifest specific things.

This is part of what the practice meditation is for, to help quiet the intellectual mind.

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Thanks to all of you. Already asked Marbas for help (now feel like I’ve a bit more control over the intrusive thoughts), and will investigate about mental discipline, grounding, vampirism and healing and try to overcome this. Regards

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Maybe you’ve been bombarded with negative thoughts in childhood by other people while they smiled at you and you thought they were nice.

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I’m pretty sure that happened lots of times, specially during childhood and teenage years, maybe it still happens from time to time

Although I don’t think that is the cause of the intrusive thoughts. I think some minds are more kind of messed up maybe, and that is the case with mine. In general I never perceived these intrusive thoughts as a problem (I just act as if they were not there, I don’t pay attention to them), but I need to fix my mind before starting to work with spirits, since I don’t want them to get offended or confused about my intentions

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Agreed, Death Energies could really do you damage if you don’t know what your doing so i’d hold off on that for now.

Marbas is highly knowledgeable, you can ask advice on these subjects in regards to what methods would aide your healing best, he’d know.
Also you can talk to the Archangel Raphael as well. They are both very skilled and knowledgeable healers. And don’t be afraid to call them both if necessary, they don’t have issues with each other.

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Lol yes, it’s called being a higher entity, you will always look down on humans, it’s a part of you

Kinda funny looking down on something you are, at least in this lifetime.
Daemons and Angels, for the most part, don’t look down on us. Just saying.

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Hmmm, interesting I do not have a human soul, Gaea showed me this… so did Lilith and the Fates. It’s apart of something bigger than I…

I’ll let the others who talk to Lilith verify that one since i don’t lol, but Azazel and Belial both have said we have abilities because of our human shells that they can’t obtain and some crave it.
This is the place were you can become a living god. Their words not mine.

Of course your soul isn’t human, no one’s is. Souls are energy and if/when we reincarnate we can take any form, hell one person was discussing even reincarnating in a different plane of existence. Being human isn’t a hindrance and looking down on others isn’t really helpful to you.

The OP is having what could be considered a mental health issue, telling them to just go with it and be narcissistic doesn’t help them. They can better themselves more with discipline, and Spirits help. They want to grow, not just sit looking down on others which is really stagnation.

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Well, I don’t consider myself better than anybody, I have soo much I could change/improve… These intrusive thoughts have nothing to do with looking down on other lifeforms, and many times are directed towards spirits which I do want to work with and respect and admire.

I’m avoiding any kind of contact with spirits to avoid problems (only communicate with Marbal to ask for help with this), and will continue to do so until I’ve enough control over the intrusive thoughts

These thoughts are completely illogical and absurd, irrational, random, senseless, offensive, and obviously go against all my feelings, emotions, wishes and intentions.

It almost feels like having someone else inside my head, who is actively trying to sabotage any
kind of communication with spirits by being offensive to them. Fortunately seems like Marbal distinguishes between the intrusive thoughts and my real intentions… But I don’t know if all the spirits can do that.

I wouldn’t have anything to worry about if spirits were unable to read thoughts and would only pay attention to my spoken words and actions, as humans do

P.S.: I don’t see any buttons to quote posts, at least not in desktop version of the forum

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I respect your answer @anon48957109 but you see, I have a quirk,