Hi everyone, I’d like to get some other people’s options on some work spirits ive been doing recently:
About 1 month ago I really started practicing magic again. I had dabbled in the past but stopped as my college work load increased with the exams.
Since starting again I’ve focused on the evocation and invocation of spirits. I began with a spirit that had hung around me for about a year now but quickly moved onto more powerful entities.
I moved onto Lucifuge Rofocale and asked that he aid me in learning, to which he agreed. Since then he’s spoken knowledge and techniques into my head inclueding how to form the mental link that he speaks to me through. Since lucifuge ive worked with lucifer and lilith as well. Lilith ive found partuculaly easy to work with.
Now the interesting part of all this and the reason I’m posting is that as I worked more with Lucifuge I began to understand more about him and his connection with the void.
The more I understood the more he taught me until I reached the point where he started giving me rituals concerning what ive come to refer to as the shadows. I was instructed to work more with lilith and learn to trap a spirit in an object, which I did ( we used the spirit that has been attached to me for a while)
After a few days I released the spirit and allowed him to semi possess me again. I have since allowed full possession once ( lost an entire day, can’t remember a thing) but I’m starting to feel a connection between the shadow people and this spirit as well as lucifuge.
Within the past few days I’ve felt the shadows more strongly and since feeling them every thing I want has been happening. I was haunted with waking night terrors by shadow people as a young child so know they feel to be near and although this is similar it feels somehow different, stronger.
I have a ritual to contact an entity connected to the shadows but I can’t yet fully comprehend it all. It does feel less like a demon and more like a physical being though.
It occurs to me that I haven’t asked any questions in my little essay here, but I guess I just felt the need to vent somewhere. Your thoughts and advice are welcome. Please email me at [email protected] if you want to know more. Thanks for reading long one I know