Long story super short - I was in an long super charged act of lust with this guy post creating a Talisman (I created a lust talisman so that he would sleep with me). 36 hours later he tells me he is still having feelings and attachments for his ex-gf. This happened post a dream he had about her having sex with someone else/ cheating on him.
I did a Javanese lust chant yesterday to try and flip him again, but this sis the day he told me he had feelings for his ex.
Now I had 2 distinct dreams a few hours ago which were vivid. The first one was a through and through sex dream, which was the exact replay of what we did during the talisman sex, to a point where my body and brain thought it was the real thing and that I was in that moment.
The second dream was basically us living our best life in an outdoor area, like a concert, food festival sort of thing. We were happy, nothing sexual, just us being the best friends that we were before he changed and then we were just hooking up.
I want to know what these mean? What is this manifesting as? Is there more sex on the cards for us? Have I lost him and his desire for good?