Greetings 
I come here because something has been bothering me for a few years, 3 years I’ve been in this world, but I still haven’t done anything on my own. I always give other the work that I need to do and it’s starting to pisses me off, so it’s with the intention to change I’m asking for your help.
In short, I’ve normally had a lot of spirit with me for more than 3 years, but I’ve never really communicated with them, and my meditation sessions today are non-existent compared to before. So I would like to free this spirit and reconnect with the few ones that should be closest to me if they want. In order to start again from 0 with only a few spirits around me and so, being able to focus. 
I know that the best thing is to choose an entity/divinity that “calls us”, like a kind of “love at first sight”. But after much research, I never had this feeling, I have the impression to have closed all my receptacles in the course of time, between my impossible rhythm of life, my lack of will, my addiction to video games, I have the impression to be hollow.
So, what do you think? I wanted to know how you felt when you “scanned” me? Which entity should I try to contact? 
In exchange, if you wish, I could answer some of your questions with my tarot deck, or scanning your energies while making a reading about that, it’s the only thing I have a minimum of talent for.
