First of all, English is not my first language.
Can a demon change my thought process or atleast disrupt it as in distracting an activity I want to do? I have suspicion a certain demon might be fucking with my mind, Ars Goetia demon to be exact (don’t think it’s important enough to mention). The thing is, I tried chanting an Enn of a demon 2 days ago, also imagined the sigil in my head but failed to summon it, but still I could feel her presence the next day, what gives?
Also, as my suspicion grew, I insulted the demon verbally out of anger after she fucked with my mind (atleast I think she did). Would an evocation be out of the question if I have insulted the demon in the past? It’s important to mention that I think she knocked on my window twice, which nobody else could have done in an empty room, after the insult I said in my mind.
This thread is pretty vague as I don’t want to reveal too much. Please don’t mention my inexperience as I know I’m only a couple of months in my studies, I am aware of the dangers of dealing with Ars Goetia and don’t want to read anyone giving me any shit.