I’ll try to make this a short story.
- drink huge amounts of alcohol for the first time in a very long time
- wake up after 1-2 hours
- can’t sleep for a good while
Then wierd stuff started happening
Everytime i tried to go to sleep, my body would get paralyzed quickly and i would sense something i percieved as danger in the opposite direction of my vision, i tried very hard to get a look of what it was, really had to push myself to turn my vision into the right direction, when i finaly managed, the part where i percieve the danger is completly blacked out from my vision, it feels like i was to scared to percieve what was behind what got blacked out, and as i just managed this i heard a voice so fucking powerful “screaming”*
(it didnt sound like a scream, just like it was talking aggresively, but very loud, the decibels of a scream but not the sound of one, if you get what i mean)*,
to the point of echoing inside my head of how loud it was, it said
“DO I NEED TO REMIND YOU ABOUT…”
At this point i interupt it by trying to scream “die bitch” (yes i know very silly, it was in the moment of heat), i could barely get the thought out, and a weak “bitch” surfaced, non the less the voice got silent and i did not get to hear what it was trying to remind me about,
Now i have had this problem for the whole day, as soon as i try to sleep, my body gets paralyzed, i try to resist it, but something is pulling me towards this state of being, and once paralyzed, all sorts of wierd stuff happens, it’s like im inside my room like normal, except my body is just laying there unable to move, and i can turn my non physical head around, move a non physical arm etc, so i think this is some sort of astral projection state, however, its not voluntarely and everytime there is some spooky shit going on,
i’ve been shown a bunch of porn appearing in my vision that i watched in the past, so its like something is going through my mind, then i started hearing footsteps in my hallway, and two women saying my name and “hello hello wake up wake up” i percieved them as malovent voices against me, but took their advice since i was scared of them and did everything to wake my body up
I also had a couple “rounds” of going in this state of the body falling asleep but not me where i tried to punch the thing, it would be like trying to connect two opposing magnets, my punch would get weaker as it was getting closer to the target, and eventually i cant even move my arm any closer,even tried using my second arm to push it further, to very little success, i did however connect a very weak punch and it felt like it crushed something(was behind me so i couldn’t see what it was), the response was something grabbing me by the foot that i could not sense or see,
(i understand now that it was really retarded to scream “die bitch” and trying to punch it, its obviously of the chart more powerful than me,)
anyways i can’t sleep!! im so fucking tired, i dont want to get caught in this inbetween land where im still in my room and it doesnt feel like im sleeping while all this crazy stuff is going on, I really need help
to not make the thread to long about these wierd little experiences i get in this state of being,
Does someone know what is going on? A friend told me this could be a succubus, is this really charesteritics of a succubus or is it something more malovent? What should i do?
All input is greatly appreciated, sincerely