UPDATE: I might have figured out more.
A memory popped in my head. Now, let’s make it clear that I don’t approve hurting anyone or anything, at all. Thus, revenge is also what I don’t aporove. ”We can only decide for ourselves”.Ofcourse self-defense is different, but my spiritual path has much focused on forgiveness and love. That’s, interestingly, something Lucifer has helped me with (starts self love and respect, which then translates into respecting others).
Anyway, there’s another story for myself as always! There was a time I was younger and radiating negativity due to hear breaks etc. I ended up cursing one guy for ten years, alltough I didn’t know much about spirituality. Intention turned into reality and at the same time I might have accidentally invited some revenge spirit in my life. Now thinking, weird things happened to every boyfriend who has been long enough with me. I also caused heart break to them often.
My long-term ex who lived with me, started getting deep bleeding scratch marks at nights. I didn’t have skin under my nails, so I was as puzzled as he was. I felt, and he also felt even not spiritual, really negative energy at present which turned into positive only after we broke up. We witnessed at the time active paranormal activity.
Is there a spirit that has something against men spesifically? That spirit does not serve me anymore so I’d like to separate our ways. So I need to get rid of invited spirit, but I need to figure out the name so that I don’t block ’good’ spirit guides.
P.s. No worries the poor man is no longer cursed. I sent an intention to free him and asked my spirit guides to help with that. Damn, what a great lesson to ”be careful what you wish for”