OOF, I just realized if I already thought of an astral world like that 8 days ago, part of me was probably already working on it, lol! I realized the castle is built, so now, the scenery has been in the works…
Ramblings of my astral appearance…
Except instead of brown hair it’s black hair. The eye color varies, so I can’t say for sure. Sometimes it’s red, glowing with fire, all black, or just white.
This is just in case anyone thinks they seen me in the astral. This is how I actually look in the astral. Before I’ve had someone mistake an entity for me, so that’s why I’m putting this out here.
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Random rambling…
Don’t even try to take me down
I’m still gonna be around
Don’t even try to take me down
I’ll pummel you into the ground
Don’t even try to take me down
Soon you’ll be lost and never found
Don’t even try to take me down
You’ll be running from my hounds
Don’t even try to take me down
I’ll put up a fight, even in a gown…
Ha, I thought of that less than a minute. Awesome. 
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Parasites, parasites, and more parasites…
There was a big army of parasites in the astral. Shit ton 'em attracted to something. Well, I did get extremely pissed right before… I fought what seems like a lot of them, but little did I know, I already wasted a lot of energy. So, someone decided play protective parent, picked me up, and took me off somewhere…
Now, the name Cthulhu keeps ringing in my head… Hmm, I wonder… 
Basically, I got extremely pissed, so that attracted a lot of parasites. I burned out of energy quickly, so an entity saved me.
It’s really not that crazy. 
“You’re a wolf so fucking act like it!”
I’m unsure who said it, but it could’ve very well been me as well. Even if it was, motivating yourself doesn’t make that moment any less special.
Honestly, I may just come off of that break.
Ramblings of the void rebirth…
Energy change. Personality change… One thing I can’t stop thinking about is how I told I was either am now a “void crawler” or I’m becoming closer to becoming one.
What exactly does “void crawler” mean? Is it just anyone who’s energy is of the void? Or, are their different type of void entities with differing names and intensity or energy? Let’s see whatever is it come… Well, of course there’s differing void entities and gods…
I was thinking of this rebirth for a while now, and it finally happened. I feel amazing results will be coming forth very soon.
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Continuous Void Ramblings…
Colors are more vibrant and my energy intensity has increased. I was even defending myself and setting up shields, when I was half asleep.
Now, I had a dream about a snake, and I keep seeing snake related things all over. I wonder what this means… This could be a sign from an entity, some hidden meaning, or a sign about a new aspect of me. Hopefully it isn’t every possibility I listed. That’d be overwhelming, but that’s a possibility too.
Well, I was told in the rebirth, there’s things about me that’ll change, and even aspects would be changed/added too. So, that really has me thinking.
Forgivings of a misunderstanding…
Yesterday, spirits around me kept insisting for me to evoke Azazel, so we could talk about the misunderstandings and other things. Honestly, I doubt it was him. I banished, cleansed, lit candles, and gave him an offering. We talked things over and I guess things are good, if that even was him.
But no, I don’t even want a relationship with him, even if it’s the real Azazel. I’m over it, respectfully.
Oooohhhhhhhhhhh, I’m in deeep shit! Oh no no no… Oh fuckin’ mighty damnit! 
The insanity never ceases.
I need to seriously rant to someone… I can’t really talk about what happened in public. Well, not yet… I just need to put some puzzle pieces together.
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Slide into my DM’s girl 
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Alrighty I sent you a PM
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“I’m like a god, motherfucker, there’s a price to pay. Yeah, I’m a god, motherfucker, and it’s judgement day!” - Hollywood Undead
Ehehehe, I listen to them, because one reason being, that my dad doesn’t like the band. 
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Judgement made. I told you I’m almost like a god, motherfucker.
A 3 year old egregore, finished off. He was chained to my heart chakra and especially because of a pact he tricked me into making… I stabbed him in the heart, filled my lips with poison, kiss on the cheek, and watched as he died off.
I’m relieved it’s over but I’m drained of energy. That took a lot out of me, and I feel off… He had me wrapped around his finger for years. Now, I’m free.
I don’t feel good. I was becoming attached to him. I had to end it before things got worse. He was close to having full and total control of me, like I was his damn slave… That little bastard spat in my face, so then, I realized I definitely wanted him gone.
All your egregores seem to turn into jerks, I wonder why? Are they naturally like unruly children?
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