Okay let me start with a disclaimer + admission: Sure I wanna be a millionaire. As I’ve been saying all over the board lately I have plans, and those plans require a HEAP of money. However I’m not staking everything on winning the lottery. I do have other plans that I am working on… But yes I’ve been doing a little bit lately to try to win the jackpot. Here are my reasonings:
Reason #1
It IS possible. What I see going against it isn’t that it’s hard. It’s all the people that tell other people don’t even try because of this reason or that reason, putting the seeds of doubt into their minds and thus fettering their magickal ability.
BUT! It is possible. I have seen it. I have experienced it.
Example #1: When I was very young my father, who told me never ever to use my super powers to gain money lest I lose them, used his super powers to get the future lottery numbers. And for years he played those numbers faithfully.
Until one weekend. That weekend he changed the numbers.
Guess what numbers came in.
I have never ever played a straight set of numbers because of that.
Example #2. When I was about 17 I was at a neighbor of a friend’s house and the draw was coming on. For just a moment my head was “open” and I predicted the numbers because I could before they came up. I got them 100% correct.
And yes, those people were very afraid of me after that. Avoided me like nobody’s business. Probably would still today.
Example #3: Someone had left “the silly copy” of the Necronomicon at my house when I was in my early 20’s. I was curious if I could pronounce the rituals so I said the first one outloud. Then I took a nap on the couch. Got told, “Hey you belong here, you don’t have to do all that extra stuff, just come when you want to” essentially.
Woke up, was a little mystified, and went through a couple of other rituals over the course of time until I got to Shammash.
Poor Shammash.
See, he tried to give me the winning numbers. But I kept getting interrupted: cat jumped on my face, people knocking at the door, etc. So all I got was 2 numbers.
I did play those 2 numbers. They did come in.
Then he gave me a scratch off ticket.
So I got one in real life, scratched it, won a couple of bucks. In fact it was the amount he told me when he handed me the ticket. (I can no longer remember the amount.)
So yes. Yes it is possible to win the lottery, the jackpot at that. I’ve come to the conclusion that the biggest obstacle for many magicians is the inability to trust oneself, much less a god or what have you they may be entrusting their future to.
That being said: Reason #2
Winning the lottery would take learning how to trust yourself. It would take effort. It would take a lot of work (magical rituals, contacting things, the works). In other words, going through the actual motions would be a real workout for a magician. And if you never win the lottery? Meh. You win the bulking up of your magical muscles. So still a win-win.
Finally: Reason #3
It would be nice if the husband could participate in my plans with me instead of working all of the time. =^-^=
I have done money making magic in the past, and I have chosen not to go that route for this. Money making magic brings me lots of high paying work. I’ve “rubbed elbows” with some interesting folks. I am not interested in rubbing elbows that way right now. I don’t wanna work hard anymore. I am effing tired.
I will happily do glamor magick to make me more sparkly so I can get a better role somewhere, though. Anyway.
So I started by contacting Clauneck. And currently I’m at a level of, “English: do you speak it?!!” LOL To sum up, he has been very receptive to my attentions. He has not asked for anything in return for some reason. He has given me a good feeling of, “Yes. My answer is yes.” So I know that I must show some faith, even though I am a flighty creature and will be scattering about because my heart just loves everybody.
I will draw how I saw him and post him here later. Just not tonight. I’m sitting up due to getting better in parts thanks to people here but don’t wanna push it. I will tell you his fur was very thick and shiny.
He keeps showing me images of things. They’re always red. (I found out later red is one of his 2 colors.)
The first time I contacted him I was put through a transformation where I went through a lot of my lives revealing that I just tend to gravitate to being a merchant or having money or (ahem) being a pirate, etc. And then I saw a ship’s dock. But through a red lens.
The second time - crap I can’t remember but it also ended in red.
The third time was typical. I was interrupted by an inconsiderate person just as he came and was showing me… 3 red apples?
So I’m still trying to figure out what he’s saying.
So for now we’ll see if I have anything else to report later.
EDIT: Oh, I just remembered. Clauneck gave me a number. It did come in.