I am debating on whether or not i should kill myself… Not physically but spiritually. I have an idea of how to do it… Not sure if it serve any purpose.
But i was thinking a reboot or start over might be in need for someone like me… Any thoughts?
Yeah, go to the underworld
Go to the underworld?
What do you mean by that?
Read up on Inanna’s history. Do as she did.
Okay… I just have this weight on me… So many things. I feel like i need to die spiritually and never come back.
Kind of weird.
Either you’re cursed or it’s your higher self pulling you towards evolution.
Cursed most likely… I doubt my higherself would want me to evolve.
I know how to remove all of this negativity. But for some reason i don’t want to… I probably should try something to remove it.
Oh fuck… I think I know what happened. You need to do an exorcism on yourself. I literally just exorcised someone last night… Fuck, quarantine yourself and put up protections… if it’s what i think it is.
An exorcism?
I banished a spirit just now… Are you talking about a spirit that fucked you up and you had to do an exorcism on him or her?
No. Someone I know had a nasty fucking parasite in them. I had to get it out.
Ah… I see.
Well this seemed to be a parasite. So i found him and pulled him out of my head then i roasted his ass and stole his powers and gave him back to source energy… But maybe i should do a double check and perform an exorcism.
(A parasite would explain why my powers seemed limited and why i was thinking about this crap).
Be extremely careful This isn’t your normal parasite… IF it’s what i think it is.
Okay… What exorcism did you use?
I’ll pm you.
Alright thanks.
During a ritual of dedication to Lucifer, I stubbed slightly myself with the Athame and burned a picture of myself in which I wrote my date of birth and my date of death (the same of ritual).
I found it very strong psychologically.
I am dying to know what you are talking about and about this parasite. Please share.