I’m opening this space because I have too many thoughts and things that revolves around magic and I need to externalise it somehow.
I‘m preparing and thinking about how am I going to curse a group of predators on the internet that are doing evil stuff.
I’m thinking about asking the god Hermes for his aid because as far as I know he was used in curses related to legal battles or verbal battles and this is very much rooted in the communication that the internet provides, so I think that’s his realm of action and it is believed that the gods have two hands, with one hand they give and with the other they take, so because he’s the good of communication he should be able to provide or stop that.
But we we’ll see, it’s not the first time I’m cursing someone on the internet, the last time I was able to destroy the whole internet presence and ruin the target reputation I just need to create a plan.
Today I read (well, I half-readed) an article dedicated to the element of mimicry in ancient magic and how masks were used to embody the divinity you wanted to bring into the ritual.
That’s amazing, I wonder if I can do the same with astrology, what if I create 12 masks representing each sign and what if I wear them during the ritual, would that work? What if I create a mask with the face of a monster symbolising all my hatred, would that work at the moment of casting curses when the feelings of viseral hatred are the most needed?
I was reading my posts from 2019 and I’m laughing because I remember that I was very antagonistic to Lucifer’s presence (and I had my reasons) and it’s been 7 years and a lot has happened, but it’s 2026 and he’s the presence that I’m the most comfortable with, hes kind of my patron deity at this point, back in 2019 I made a pact with him, I broke the pact during the pandemic, my life got ruined lol, I decided to continue with what I promised and my life got restored again and all the abundance came back, then in the end of 2022 I broke the pact again, then in 2024 my life got ruined once more so I decided to ask for his forgiveness and continue our agreement (it was a six year agreement) this time my life didn’t get any better, it got worse, but compared to what happened to other people I was pretty much protected and by the end of 2025 I was able to escape the place that was living in with Lucifer’s help and my life might not be perfect, but its pretty decent right now.
Now there’s no pact between us but I’m still devoted to him, I was able to find the perfect home, I was able to get the money that I wanted, my family is no living in those kinds of dangers.
What do we learn? Sometimes pacts are not that necessary, and don’t make promises that you won’t keep, and definitely don’t play with demon pacts, but even with all of that Lucifer was pretty compassionate.
I asked for his help I continued the pact again, my life was restored and I was saved from getting killed by my neighbour, then in 2022 I broke the pact again, in 2024 my life got ruined again, during 2025 I learned that perhaps a pact wasn’t so necessary but I kept my devotion to him and I he helped me through what it’s feels like worst year of my life and it’s 2026 and my life is pretty decent again.
I need to get this thing out of my chest and it doesn’t matter if it feels like I’m talking to a ghost.
There’s something that I noticed with all the things that happened to me, the first thing is that I’m sure I was cursed (maybe it was because I broke a demon pact lol) but there was something else, I just know it.
What matters here is that, as long as the curse didn’t have my identity to torment me, the curse couldn’t reach me and because I adopted a Buddhist kind of approach, an Advait kind of approach by becoming non dualistic in certain things and repeating acts that detached me from my ego, the curse no longer corrupted me, because there was no me.
It’s interesting but it makes sense, probably the curse was placed by someone with a western type of thinking and because I adopted an eastern approach the curse no longer worked, and the second thing is that every practitioner needs only one thing at the moment of cursing, the identity of the person/place whatvet, no matter if it’s by having a piece of the hair of said person, or their name, or their height, their puppet, a picture, no matter what identity will always be one of the main things that will facilitate a curse.
Btw this is a future reminder for myself, if you ever do an incantation bowl make sure to write from the outside to the inside with an ANTICLOCKWISE direction if you wanna trap something.
Been thinking about making a few curses (don’t care about karma, well I kinda follow some of the teachings you can find in the Sanatana Dharma but I think some Karma only disappears when confronted and that confirmation can happen using magic and sorcery in my opinion, but perhaps I’m just being stupid by saying this) one of the things that interest me the most about it is the spirit marriage curses, but as far as I know that belongs to a closed practice but I can pretty much use the same principle of a marriage curse ( the effect of bonding)without appropriating a culture (and it’s going to be more effective using things from MY culture instead of using something from a lost civilization, just saying).
I can create a Catholic ceremony of marriage between the effigy of the target and the effigy linked to a evil spit and use basically the same principles some of the new age practitioners of magic use at something that in spanish is known as an “amarre” this is basically a katadesmoi lol a binding curse between an evil spirit and the target using the system of marriage as the main anchor
Why didn’t I think of combing the effectiveness of an “amarre” + target and a restless death + initiating a wedding ceremony to consolidate the curse?
Fuck, it sounds brilliant, I have to try it because the theory and the practice can be completely different.