I find myself fantasizing about this all the time. Opinions are welcome.
(I’m 40 years old right now btw, so not a teenager. I have had a lot of time to think about this)
- being alone in a house in the country (or at least 30 minutes from city lights)
- my cats of course
- just a handful of bedrooms (like 4 or 5)
- one bedroom as a dedicated “demonic” and celestial temple with an ancient looking door and lock.
- rituals for just about everything, robes and all.
- a vegetable garden in the back, maybe a modest greenhouse
- a little studio where i can make my music (this I already have. been doing this for decades)
- a decent telescope (or dedicated observatory if I had the money)
… and that’s it.
Sure I have had sexual fantasies about a maid, but that’s all silly. My relationship fantasies NEVER involve emotional or intellectual sharing with a woman. Never a long walk, or cuddling, or anything. NOTHING.
The weird part, is my fantasy never involves other humans living with me. Opening my temple to a select individuals maybe, but that’s it.
So yeah my fantasy is me being a friggin hermit!
WTF! I didn’t plan this, but it’s what I want. Opinions?