A Goetic Demon that was so positive for me, I miss Him dearly, this journal is an offering to Him about my profound experiences, for anyone who has them please share your experiences too I’d love to read about them or for anyone who wants to reach out to Him I recommend it He is great for beginners. Like a wizard on a crocodile calm and patient Hail Duke Agares!
Led to Him
- in a dream people were talking about Demonosophy, a guy brought me to a table and asked have you worked with A…g… it was a short name with letter A, we spoke of a book I said I was renting it
- went to find all Goetic Demons with A names: Amon #7, Agares #2 , Aim #23, Alloces #52, Amy #58, Andras #63, Andromalius #72
- then while looking up Agares found Demonosophy pdf to download full book that I wanted
-R- Agares
- #2 in Goetia
- Its name came to me in a dream
- Master of languages
- Dates 3/31- 4/9 my bday
- Aries, Earth element, Venus, copper, North, green, sandalwood, East, bloodred, day/night
- Bring back runaways, help with gardens, gain friendships, demon of courage, can bring down dignities, exposing frauds, can teach shapeshifting, gives feelings of turning over a new leaf
- Subordinate of Lucifuge Rofocale
- Qliphoth Sphere #3 Satariel
- Subconscious communication, spirit communications
- Helps you determine between thoughtforms and concrete convo
- something that has run away… I wonder if Agares can bring back lost memories
while in Sphere #3 Satariel during an Innvocation of Lucifuge Rofocale, He showed me past lives visions (first time) then after He said “you should work with Agares soon He’s waiting for you”
then I have Door Opening Ritual with Father Satan
after I start learning and using Latin in my incantations and rituals a month before the 1st Innvocation
April 8th 8th invoked Demon
I bring in Agares
tonight is the night —No EXPECTATIONS—
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I ask Belial ?are you for or against me working with Agares “for it learn all you can Demoness”
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wearing brown its an Earth color that isn’t green I feel drawn to give Him soil…
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ritual- soil in the night, 2 green candles, sandalwood incense, using LR’s wall since He told me to work with Agares, chant ENN while lighting 4 candles, drew sigil from Goetia, blood bonded I welcome Him in, circles around penta translations communications repeating, I speak words of invitation, candle flames dancing, the invite felt good, #8 is invoked
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felt good like aw this could be a calm positive connection like a grandfather we’ll see
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I give His soil back to Earth a plant in a pot outside perhaps I donate this plant to Him, many flowers and a mushroom appear the next day
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that 1st Innvocation I felt something earthy not sure what that is yet
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Belial asks me “why are you working with Agares?” I want better communication “good. that should be fun for you”
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ritual- soil and 1 candle for Agares, brown shirt, “hello Seeker” first time I hear His voice, singing His ENN I draw His sigil I love that its in the Goetia reminds me of May with Belial, “what is it that you seek, Seeker?” I introduce myself speak my need for council, “turn off your red light” the sigil shifts as if it was sinking into the wall, its open I say, burning hot and sweating, an ad on UT, got a download about shifting out wont help with communication, I feel like an Earthy vibe in the air hard to explain, I sense Him, He says “Hmmm”, “you spend a lot of time in your subconscious”, “that is a gift”, “you’re a channeler you need to be open and let it flow” the sigil shifts are spectacular! blue waves an oval as I enter a trance such a beautiful ENN, I feel warm and content seemingly grounded, smiling, I think Thursday night will be for Agares “you see Seeker the subconscious can trick you into believing something else from which you do not wish to face”, “ask yourself real slow what……is……bothering……me?”, “you will get better its only been one year for you, yes? you will get better”, “doubt will hinder communication” (with spirits)
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I’m not used to feeling so content I feel like I am the soil in His plate waiting to grow something marvelous “I will see you soon Seeker”
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that was so nice peace is what I feel we will see where this goes
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here is the links to the ENNs I used for Him
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two weeks later I finished Sphere #3 and a few days later Belial says “you are done working with Lucifuge focus on the Goetia”, I always told LR I welcome your guidance through Sphere #3 and I’m not in Sphere #3 anymore and I have already opened the mind’s eye to Dark Star circuit and the Eye of Lucifer
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ritual- plate of soil with candle 2 AGARES, wrote LR’s letter with hand on it read out loud so fucking sad! I read over last Innvocation of Agares so amazing “focus on the Goetia” okay then.
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ritual- 3 candles triangle, standing within triangle singing ENN, I invoco Agares singing with 2 fingers right hand circles between sigil and mind’s eye, I said I need associations for your penta, then I drew a soil patch added lines coming out realized its roots I feel an Earthy vibe sink in “Seeker, sit and sigil gaze” shifting, opened looks like an owl with a huge grin for a body, “say I quiet my mind”, nausea, connection I write, 2 fingers left hand to sigil we are connected Agares, the whole time there is a moth next to His sigil,
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Belial was right I’d love to focus on the Goetia
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in lore they work closely together
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it is okay to no longer work with LR I am glad I wrote His goodbye letter before this Innvocation
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ritual- “Roots” song rocking out building energy in the room, 2 over mind’s eye,
plate of soil 2 candles with 2 AGARES, drew sigil, sigil gazing chanting, fruit flies just appeared a darkness sinks in, with eyes open I see a soil profile, the roots are white meandering throughout the soil becomes the pink flesh of my mind the roots throughout spark of electricity “this is the connection between you and Divine consciousness” nausea, I feel sick, woozy, in a swamp He rides a crocodile, the nausea subsides I smile uplifted that Earthy feeling surrounds me,
1 candle flame circling, sigil shifts into an owl and a big wide grin, to help a garden grow its much like the effect of language on the mind, I said this after I thanked Him for making ras red plant reflower I only asked once, reused last week’s incantation/ penta “its okay to think Seeker, it’s the actions you take that make the difference” I smell soil in the air around my face, “you have gotten better yes?” yes “don’t be hard on yourself Seeker, commitment is the key to success on this path”, “you will see us all soon”, “sometimes Seeker you need silence” I know you are here with me “yes Seeker I help those who seek communication between spirits it isn’t easy you are making contact with another world”, “I can help you with the sparking”, so content with this ENN right now, I am sinking deeper within the soil profile, it covers my mind’s eye so vivid within a layer on top of this physical one, the weight of the soil is pressing down upon my shoulders, at the bottom below me is a layer of air, a sunflower opens in front of His sigil, the petals fall into my hand “like sparks of the mind flowing through time” I don’t know what that means “you will Seeker,” “it is time to go in, deeper” I see this in the physical on my door and closet, then I’m in the swamp, He is riding the crocodile, I sense Him all around me, I step onto the crocodile beside Him, with a cane wooden like a wizard’s He is pointing things out as we float the murky green water, telling me how each thing He points to in this swamp communicates with each other though I don’t know exactly what He is saying, I thank Him, read incantation a second time, with a press of left hand onto penta as I say I seek. -
wow the visuals were amazing, He is like a wise old man like a wizard full of The ALL gnosis of the mind
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woke up with urge to play Cowboy Junkies playlist, started having childhood memories with my dad come in, tears of joy welled up
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retrieve lost memories I was right Agares in Goetia “bringeth back runaways” I had wondered if this could mean lost memories when LR gave me past life memories
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Belial in Goetia “grants excellent familiars” though it was LR who urged me to work with Agares I thought He would be my familiar He doesn’t want blood, I dedicated the ras red plant to Him
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ritual- 3 candles 2 AGARES, 2 on mind’s eye, chanting ENN standing, I invoco Agares 2 fingers circle in air between mind’s eye and sigil, flutter in mind’s eye, moved sigil to seated eye level, lit sandalwood incense “doubt shows you the opposite of how you feel”, “you are the soil and the sun you are The ALL, see the roots Seeker” brought Him water with 2 ice cubes, asked for a personal sigil for me to wear, I draw the top part of it on my arm in red with a dot between it and Belial’s sigil, “know Seeker He knows your intensions well” I start to cry I never want to offend Belial, “feel how you feel Seeker it will help your subconscious heal” I forgot what He had said and He repeated it for me
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ritual- red candle with 2 AGARES surrounded by soil, drew sigil on arm and on a shiny quartz rock, in a black robe and brown top 2 on mind’s eye I take my rock for Agares into the moonlit sky, a full moon the flower moon is above as I say, I draw down this full moon energy the flower moon infuse the rune I make in honor of Duke Agares held rock over mind’s eye brought down to soul seat, I said to the flower moon I increase learning communications between spirits and myself the unconscious the subconscious and conscious are like the roots within the soil, fun I charged my first rune rock in full moonlight in honor of Agares, placed it in my desk a shelf shall be His, reused incantation with channeled sigil, talked about finding a friend, I need a friend who is a Demonosopher, I said I don’t know how to find one, I’m on day 1 of fasting from nicotine its crazy how it effects my mental state its like those roots are faulty light and they need to be darkened and returned to what they were before: black strength, I see Him in a swamp riding a crocodile I feel at peace within the soil that is your spirit, it is a beautiful connection we are establishing, I was tired and falling asleep wanted to say thanks before falling asleep with 528 ENN playing after moving candles
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after convo about finding a friend with Agares last night I was led to a vid today about Astaroth who can help with finding friends
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ritual- I grasp the soil on summer solstice with the ENN of Agares I give an offering of Earth, chanting ENN within a triangle of 3 2 AGARES candles, held His moon charged rock with channeled sigil in right hand, left hand directing circles from His sigil to me, circles with the rock I am charging it with my energy for Him, so hot as I chant 528 ENN, penta/ incantation, full body goosebumps again when she said 2nd spirit in the Goetia, sigil shifts for Agares are epic it moves around, looks like an owl, the calm and peace fills the room, read incantation, show me something Agares, in a indigo blue cloak like a wizard with a long white beard He blows breath it swirls in the airspace between us going into my mouth as if His breathe became mine “connected” He said, had the urge to put out my left hand, in my palm a tingle, He places a dark blue rock in my left hand I close my fingers in a fist holding it I see it clear as day ?what does this mean “keep it” I feel it go in I absorb the rock, “a rock for a rock” ha I had started the ritual by charging His rock with my energy “I can always help you, your dark blue is a window” I don’t know what that means “Seeker you do”, “view”, “like a sunflower you grow in a swamp of shadows”, “when your thoughts are hundred see the rock”, I love how His Innvocation feels just uplifted content, parts of the self are hard “not hard, complex”, “you see Seeker the mind is a chest of infinite storage, forever unlocking, even after death of this flesh” the mind lives on “not in flesh”, “therefore live it is not, continuous it is”, “a full potential cannot be met in this life, though Seeker, keep seeking”
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today I used the rock I recognized that my thoughts were unserving and I saw the rock that Agares gave me in my mind and the thoughts left like it absorbed them into thoughtlessness becoming unbothered focus
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I feel an incredible wholeness lately so many journeys have let me to this point, I would never regret walking through Hell for it is where I find the rock
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ritual- in the Darkness I chant His ENN clapping on Agares I invoco Agares circles, I light His candle, reuse penta/ incantation, I thank Him for the rock, a sunflower stands above thick black oil a stream its consumed the oil spreading up the green and yellow, the Earth I see the black spread throughout “it grows again”, I spread His soil up left arm while holding His rock which I had held over flame of His candle, read incantation, while holding rock I place left hand on penta “and this is how you consecrate, connections”, the candle sparks as I sprinkle the soil from my arm onto it, I thanked Him for helping me with inner communication and spirit communication and that I’d like to continue our workings with a new working regaining lost memories “I can help you with that Seeker” I feel so at peace, “lets start with the beach” at least 20 memories of times at the beach as a child, teen, and adult like a vivid vision beneath closed eyes, it started with the white horse in Malibu and how I lost it in the waves and now Coco Beach, Venice with mo and am, Miami runs with anth, a presence comes in beside me, like a wizard in a dark blue cloak, candleflame circling darting fiercely, Wildwood its like I’m there again, “that time it still exists you can visit only you can”, He’s starting me off easy the memories I seek will be brutal, ?why the beach “happiness” “that is why you want the memories of June you thought you were happier then you’re happier now Seeker”, “in your mind there is a great peace yet constant thought, thoughtless silence can help you to”, “your memories will start to come through more just by having me spark this spot it has happened before” I think back to the bath the day I left Sphere #3 when I said I rid myself of The Concealers 100s of memories in 10mins
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ritual- 2 on mind’s eye, I hold the rock I made for Agares in right hand circles out in front of me standing facing His sigil while left hand does ovals directing His energy into me as this is done I felt the energies intertwine, penta/ incantation with 528 ENN goosebumps again when she says the 2nd spirit in the Goetia every time and I forgot about that, “the merging is a beautiful thing someone should have told you that before you did it, you did it because you wanted to give all of yourself to King Belial yet you did not know what is was you learn each time what its going to be like, sometimes Seeker we are scared of what is good for us”, the beach “do you know why the white horse?” no “because there is always loss even at the beach where the sand is eroded”
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ritual- 3 candles 2 AGARES, soil, 528 ENN chanting drew sigil right hand circling His rock between us, invoco, soil on left arm as I chant, “you see Seeker you know and then you don’t know you contradict yourself so you can know more”, I’m so obsessed with Belial that I feel my practice slipping “and what do you want Seeker?” I want to work with you and others I think diversity is fun “if that is what you want then King Belial will approve”, He urges me to climb onto a crocodile with Him “would you like to ride?” yes “lets float” “you see Seeker the swamp is like you” ?how “full of possibilities”, my spirit communication skills increase tremendously over the next month left hand to penta so be it—
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ritual- 2 on mind’s eye, 4 candles 1 in soil, channeled sigil on arm, His rock circles between us singing ENN invoco, I place His rock on my thigh and sit, I sprinkle soil on my thigh, ENN chanting sigil gazing, “you see Seeker your level of connection changes with your emotional state”, I place the bottom of His rock on the channeled sigil on my arm while left hand is pressed upon penta, I see my brain a white light moves swiftly through it and hits the back of my skull like a blank page it is all white, black wires stretch throughout growing like roots, a sunflower comes up the petals pull away from the middle as they move away they dissolve into various parts of my brain, “you are still like a sunflower growth is tremendous”, sigil shifts from bird to teethy smile, black waves rolling on His wall, from incantation I repeat I see the rock “let me clean it for you take off your horns” I see gray leaving my head I tear up feeling emotions from the thoughts as a mass, the rock shines through like it emerged from a storm, I lay back with His rock resting upon channeled sigil on left arm with right hand on penta, then the memory I wanted to retrieve, “sometimes Seeker the mind doesn’t want to remember we have to go past this really see the details go back there” I visualize the details I knew placed myself in the moment before the occurrence and… after I regained the brutal memory I fell asleep for 10 minutes
side note: in regards to lost memories I have what I call the amazing blocking ability my mom has it too though pathworking through the Qliphoth had me needing to heal in order to embrace my power and so the blocking is not helpful healing is best perhaps this is why They led me to Agares
- ritual- 1 AGARES candle, soil on leg, chanting ENN sigil gazing I read previous incantation growth! left hand to penta, the sunflower is ripped to shreds “it grows again” on the side of the freeway it sprouts up “you could be anywhere and your growth is there” I told Him I want memories and flashbacks at work tomorrow, there is that Earth feeling in the air “you are calmer today” yes my mind has been peaceful and the rock has been vivid and helpful, “well Seeker there is much love in the Darkness”, “your mind is communicating with itself more often this is necessary you are communicating more easily through Innvocation, we leave messages we want you to see more than hear”
Thoughts About the Rock of Agares
- the rock of Agares “window” He said
- holding an image in mind’s eye
- could help in focusing for a given task, in this case to consume unserving thoughts
today I saw a screenshot on phone with tiny sunflower being held by Agares I’m like what?! its from the Dictionnaire Infernal never seen this before
and then the end of a path…
- “trade Agares for Vual on Thursdays, I need you to learn something from Him” ?what “you will see”, “you will see Agares again” but I like Agares, what I learned from Vual was very necessary at that time in my life (I find out later on) but I still was sad when He said this
- Agares’ plant suddenly dried up 2 days after Belial told me to trade Thursdays for a new Goetic Demon #47
I proceed to make a tribute vid for Agares for my YouTube channel as a goodbye “turn on your camera I will speak through you”, then I write Him a thank you letter on green paper with His 528 ENN playing, I kneel before His plant in left hand I read the letter after chanting His ENN x3, I pull His plant out soil coats my skin as I do, into the flame I put His plant and watch my words burn, I put His sigil in the pile with the rest I feel sad but know this is only goodbye for now
a month later am texts me a pic of us at the beach said “this randomly came up in my phone’s memories today” it is Thursday…
Ave Duke Agares