hello, my name is caleb and i am very excited to join this forum. i am from florida and i am 19. i have been practicing witchcraft for about two years, with a special focus on crystals and divination, and after about a year break i have decided to pick up my cards and jump back into my practice.
i am drawn to this forum as i have recently gained a special interest in demonolatry. i do believe that beelzebub has called out to me, and i am all too excited to answer the call- however, i do fear rushing into things, as i have never done any sort of worship in my practice nor do i have much knowledge on demons. thats why i am here. i am looking forward to making connections with you all.
my experience with beelzebub, for those who are curious: at the height of my tarot obsession (around a year ago) i picked up a copy of travis mchenrys “occult tarot” with the intent to use it as a normal deck. i was unaware the deck was intended for demon work, and once i knew, i was admittedly too scared to use it. it was until a few days ago i actually flipped through the deck and really sat with it. this same day, i am walking around my home and find a dead wasp on the floor- perfectly preserved (as an aspiring entomologist, this was a delightful gift.) i do believe this may have been a sign from beelzebub. since then, i have quickly gained a fixation on him. i dont necessarily have anything i want to ask him for, but the thought of his presence has been comforting to me. i want to reach out to him, but properly and respectfully.
thank you again to all those who read this, it is nice to meet you all