Hello. Im new here. I just wanted to introduce myself. I’ve always been interested in “alternative religion” I was raised Christian) early on I had an interest in spiritual/paranormal things.
The occult has always fascinated me, I’m interested in the existence of spirits, communicating with them, psychic/extra sensory perception phenomena like astral projection, conjuring spirits, practicing Magick , exploring different religions and philosophies exc. Including other religious/philosophical/spiritual paths I’ve had an interest in Satanism as well. I’m interested in demonology.
Right now I’m at a point where I know if I want to progress spiritually I’m going to have to buckle down on the basics like meditation/entering trance states. Working on heightening psychic senses like clairvoyance and clairaudience (because I’m interested in working with the Daemons/Spirits).
I’m interested in working towards being able to astral project. I’m interested in getting to where I can see the energy/spiritual plane by self will through mind power and meditative states as opposed to ingesting any psychoactive “enhancer”.
I want to be able to do it naturally and gain skills and not depend on things outside myself to open my awareness and my communication skills with the higher planes and entities.
I’ve had experiences with the paranormal I’ve seen spirits I’ve been in haunted places I’ve even dabbled with praying to Satan and some other demons(Astaroth and Asmodeus).
The main ones I’ve been stuck on for a while are Lucifer Astaroth Asmodeus and Azazel.
It’s come to my attention about Mal Kalfu (or papa leave) cause ever since I’ve done a conjuration for Lucifer I saw a Spirit that looked as the description I’ve read about on here. He has a Black Fedora a Black Coat a Black Suit black boots and he has infra red beam glowing eyes and he has pale white skin on his face.
The first time I did a conjuration of Lucifer this spirit has came and returned multiple times throughout my life. I’m beginning to think all this has been the Mal Kalfu or “papa leave” because he came when I first tried to summon Lucifer and I read he controls the “crossroads” between the physical and spiritual realms.
He came to me one time when I was trying to astral project I saw him sitting on the couch beside me I heard a voice that said “you are now entering Sheol” and I take Sheol to be the Spirit world on the Earth, the Etheric or Astral(still confused if these are 2 different planes).
I view Sheol as the land of the dead the land of shades(shadow people) I believe if you enter this plane you can also travel to or through hell(or maybe this world is actually the Kingdom of Hell) I don’t know.
He came to me a lot when I was doing a long binge on psilocybin mushrooms it makes sense cause I was using them to enter the Spirit World. That time period was very significant to me as I viewed it as a vital period first using psychedelics (as I had always been atimate about trying them) I viewed that time as my spiritual graduation so to speak and my “third eye awakening”.
What better way to do it than binging on shamanistic sacraments I thought.
Now I’ve also prayed to Lucifer and he has helped me out I feel. Now I’m interested as I said in growing spiritually developing senses and abilities and communicating more vividly with the spirits.
I’ve also had dreams where I feel Astaroth had come to me and also Azazel one time. Ive had some experiences with lesser Magick like doing spells or candles and I’ve had experiences reaching altered states through mediation.
I’ve astral projected a few times(although short lived) and I’ve entered hypnogogic imagery and done some lucid dreaming. Right now I feel that there’s a whole nother world all around me to explore but I need help getting to where I can be aware of it communicate in it and travel in it.
I’m interested as I said in more vivid interactions with the Daemons and eventually doing Higher Magick travelling through the Astral Plane and maybe even through Hell realms and be very intact withthe spirits I like.
My will is there my beliefs is there and my past experiences reinforcement of those beliefs is there but my spectacles so to speak are a little foggy. I’ve been having trouble with I feel some psychic infusions like telepathic attack and I feel I’ve got some chakra imbalances.
I want to fix those problems and I want to grow in my mental emotional and spiritual life. That’s all I can think to say. It should be nice talking to you all and getting to know and learning from you all. Thanks for having me.