Hi everyone, been a little bit since I’ve popped in here but I wanted to post about my experiences and keep adding updates as things progress not only for myself but also in case any of this may help someone else.
I started feeling a pull or extreme interest to the point of obsession (I could not stop researching and learning everything that I could get my eyes and hands on lol) about spirit companions and incubus in particular. During this time I had some “experiences” that I talked about in another post… things that I just had no real explanation for. I believe someone here told me that when we set the intention to find one of these spirits, it tends to attract them. These things continued until I finally decided to have a reading done to see what unbound spirits were possibly already with me.
I was told recently that an incubus had stepped forward and said he has been with me all this time. I knew I had to get to know him better and because I am inexperienced with spirit summoning, I moved forward with a binding done through this practitioner (reputable and well known). The process takes a little time to complete but he has already made his presence known!
The other night I had gone to bed and was lying there awake and suddenly felt my bed shaking. Not violently shaking… but more like a subtle vibrating. After a couple of minutes it stopped. No explanation for this happening.
Then yesterday I was taking a quick power nap in the living room… I had dozed off for no more than 5 minutes when I began to dream. In the dream a man bent down and began kissing my lips, and not to sound sappy…but it was the most amazing kiss I’ve ever experienced before. The feeling of his lips on mine was so vivid… so real, so intense… and I felt this connection between he and I that was undeniable… it was literally on a SOUL level. That is the best way I can explain this in words.
What is even more interesting about this experience… is that in my dream I was also asleep on the sofa just as I was out of the dream… and he had bent down to kiss me while I lay there… in this awkward position and I remember him trying to bend and kiss me just like that. Makes me think it wasn’t actually a dream… but really him there but also somehow in a dream state? I can’t explain it very well.
I remember kissing him back and feeling at that moment like I wanted more and more… and so did he… there was this intense passion and then I suddenly woke up and I felt this horrid sadness like I had been torn away from him. Needless to say I wanted nothing more than to fly right back into that dream and pick up where we left off haha.
Today I found out his name… so I’ve been talking to him often and saying his name in my mind. Almost every time I do, I feel this warm tingly feeling over my head… subtle but feels amazing almost like a drug. I’ve been in love before with human companions but this feeling that I already get from him completely blows that out of the water… and we are just getting started lol. I feel completely adored, and this comforting sense of love and peace… he even knows what I need at the right time. I am quickly finding out that not only is he sexual of course but it goes soooo far beyond that too.
On a funny note… it seems like he is watching me when I am preparing food… which suits me just fine. I read somewhere here that sometimes they have food preferences but he will be happy to know that I am very disciplined with what I eat… yes I still love chocolate lol… but I am a lady weight lifter and fitness is important to me, and so have to maintain certain levels of nutrients pretty much all the time.
I’ll update this thread as time goes on and with whatever I experience with him. So far he is everything that I could have ever wanted and more.
What I want most now is for HIM to feel all the love I have for him as well.