Hello everyone! I recently had a vision by Amaymon and i wanted to share here my first vision experience.The topic content might be a bit long…
Ever since I worked with King Belial, I felt drawn to Amaymon. This is mainly because I was meditating for him when I was new to magick (I honestly don’t remember why I followed Amaymon’s path as a new).
When I was working with Belial, Amaymon really kept coming to my mind. It often occurred to me that he could empower me in the magick. After talking to teras390 I decided to open his sigil again and ask him if these thoughts of mine were correct. And then I’ve added sigil work to my nightly meditations.
I continued to work on the sigil for a few days, but on the day I had the vision I decided to add binaural beats to my sigil practice. I was browsing YouTube and I saw a binaural beat for Amaymon and I wanted to add it. I remember feeling ecstatic during the practice. I also remember feeling really strong like I did on the other days. I don’t know, when I finished it was like an energy woke up inside me.
After I finished I went to sleep but I couldn’t sleep. It was almost 2 hours later and I couldn’t sleep at all even though I was sleepy. In the past I was diagnosed with severe insomnia but I overcame it thanks to my mom Marchosias. It was the first time since then that I had insomnia in my sleep. During the 2 hours I kept thinking of Amaymon. Then I woke up and i meditated.
I went to my astral temple, and while I was sitting in the room where I was meditating, it occurred to me to prepare a separate room in my astral temple for evocations. Inside my meditation room I built a path with stone steps leading underground and this path would be the way to the evocation room. I built it as a place where you go down a few steps. I went down the stairs and when I got to the end of the step, I turned my head to the right and I saw a wide, really narrow and gothic long way. I had no such thing in my mind. It was like this:
It was darker and a little wider than in this photo, although not exactly like this.
When I turned to go up the stairs, I saw that the door had suddenly closed. Then I turned my head to the wide way and saw that a door had closed in the middle of the way. I was left alone on a narrow way completely blocked on both sides. I panicked and wanted to get out because I thought I had done it myself. I opened the door somehow and sat down in my room to meditate. After a while someone appeared in front of me: King Amaymon. He was dressed all in black. He looked like a warrior. He had a black hood and I couldn’t see his face.
He was looking at me. Then two people started coming towards me to force me to go that way. I didn’t let them, because there was still a doubt in my mind that I was doing these things on my own. I was not thinking very clearly because my lack of sleep and it was the first time I had a vision. Then, after meditation, I read Koetting’s Works of Darkness until noon. When I took a break from the book, I thought about these events again. Something inside me kept repeating that I had to go there. I paused the book and went back to my astral temple.
When I felt ready, I went down that staircase again. There was still a rising fear inside me. Well, since I came here of my own accord, why is there fear in me? As I was thinking this, I saw the door closing behind me. Then it occurred to me that I was claustrophobic. I kept panicking and started thinking. The reason I was afraid when I first came here was not because I thought I had done it myself. It was because I was claustrophobic. I started to think. I didn’t know what I was going to do here. I tried to talk to King Amaymon:
Me: “How long will I stay here?”
Amaymon: “Until you go crazy.”
That voice was like calm, confident. After that I realized I had to face my claustrophobia.
I stood there for a while and then at some point on the way I saw a door opening from the right wall. I went there and I saw a staircase going down again. Golden light illuminated the staircase. I went down and I panicked after what I saw, something resembling a man-sized tunnel, narrow like a pipe, yet just wide enough for someone to fit inside. And now my torment has begun. ok, I’m not going to crawl.
When I realized that I had to crawl, I pulled myself together and I started. When I realized the situation I was in, I really freaked out, but sometimes I was really out of focus. Because I still had the doubt in my mind whether I was doing it myself. As I continued to crawl, after a while I had a flood. The water took me completely backwards and I went into a dark void. I opened my eyes again on that the gothic way. Further down the Gothic way, I saw a closed the door being opened by someone. I kept going down the way. Further down the way I saw a door leading into a large room. The atmosphere of the room was like Egyptian. When I went in, I saw that there was a door inside the room that opened in another direction. Then I saw both that door and the door in behind me start to close. I don’t remember much about the contents of this room, but I thought I had to solve a puzzle here. When I realized that the puzzle was about Egypt, I said, “I can’t. I’m new to researching Egyptians” and then I heard a voice: ”You can do it." When I admitted I couldn’t do it, the doors opened again. And when I went in, I went into a dark and really, really large place, and in the middle of it, there was someone sitting on a throne. The throne was in total darkness, and there was little red light. I think it was Amaymon. He was looking at me and after a while I woke up again on that gothic way.
I thought I had to crawl through that tunnel again. And I went there to crawl through it once more. I gathered my courage and started crawling. I was flooded again, but this time I resisted. I kept crawling. After a while the tunnel became completely dark. The darkness didn’t really scare me, the only thing that scared me was that I was in an extremely narrow place… After a while I saw that the tunnel split into two paths, one path was completely light and the other path was completely dark. When I realized I had to choose one, I chose the darkness.
After a while I saw a light, the rest of the tunnel went down. I kept going and fell into a room. It was like a cellar. The floor was all sand. When I got up from where I fell, I saw two people in black robes standing in front of a door looking at me. Then they opened the door and I went in and it was completely dark. There was no source of light. Then the door closed behind me and I was left alone with the darkness.
Amaymon: Finally we can talk
Me: Amaymon? Is that you?
Amaymon: Yes.
Me: What is this place?
Amaymon: This place will make you stronger. There are my energy and presence.
Me: And?
Amaymon: You will meditate here now but that’s not all. You will come here every night and meditate until you are ready to work with me. Keep working with Belial
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I was completely surrounded by darkness. I couldn’t see Amaymon, but I could feel his energy. For a moment I felt strong and meditated a little.
When I reflected on this vision after it was all over, I thought that Amaymon had not only confronted me with my claustrophobia, but also tested my confidence. This would be a good thought for me, especially if we think Belial has been teaching me to trust myself lately. But I still couldn’t understand why King Amaymon had come to me in this way, because when I opened the sigil, the first thing I was going to ask him was whether the thoughts in my head were true. I think he gave me the answer in the vision. When I asked Belial, he said that Amaymon wanted to see what I could do in my moment of weakness.
In the days after that vision, my confidence grew rapidly, both in my journey and in my daily life. And every night I go to that cellar.