I know it has been a bit but I had a lot to process for my last experience I was urged to use the outer darkness rite by @C.Kendall . I did participate in the group rite at the appropriate time. I will skip over the ritual part for that info I recommend looking for @Yberion he was amazing in this. Alright when the gate was opened and the darkness was coming through something came with it. Actually it was more like the darkness was coming from it. The size and energy of this was so massive I could barely comprehend it. Then it noticed me. I freeze. I can’t even blink. It is the hydra. I am suddenly in the air. All of the heads are staring into my soul judging me as if to see if I am worthy. I start to wonder if I have taken this too far. I solidified my intention and proceed regardless of the consequences if I ruin my life or even die then so be it. Next I feel darkness pouring into my soul. I have been accepted. My chakras start activating starting with root but there is something else being activated as well. A darkness twin vortex. This continues with all my energy centers. Then the dark twins began to increase their energy. They start to remind me of small blackholes. Then they act like blackholes and swallow all of my other energy centers. When they were done with the other centers they continued to draw everything in the pull of them is very intense. I still feel them now always pulling. I can no longer feel my chakras. I have tried to do energy work to no avail. They are gone. These things that replaces them are stronger. They seem to always be active unlike my chakras which I would have to work hard to get going. The amount of energy i can move is extremely .
Thanks for reading. Go with darkness.
The newly improved Eric.