Today, I consecrated myself to Lilith as my mother and part of my shrine, officially.I have been a vampire since I remember, but never worked with her, which seemed antinatural.
I haven’t read much about her, but I had a calling and I must follow it.
I exchanged blood with her, and she accepted me as one of her daughters officially.
I asked her to show me the secrets, the Truth.
After that, I saw myself in the astral plane, in something that looked like a cavern/massive tree with chambered roots, a pattern of laberynthic paths, and dark chambers.
The one I was in, had a great chalice in the middle, holding within something that looked like blood, energy, lust, …a massive concentration of pure life amd death themselves.
Lilith asked me to drink from it.
After that, I saw myself burning, turning into ashes, and then being reborn, with horns, wings, a snake tongue, and a tail. I felt my third eye expanding, and turning crimson red. My whole feeling and sense about the astral plane became completely different. More complete…more tangible, as almost if I was there physically.
Then, I knew that was my home, from now on.
I opened my eyes and saw myself surrounded by succubi and inccubi, who started to perform an official “baptism” full of lust and blood. It was an exchange of energies. I was part of them.
Then, when we finished, Lilith invited me with a hand gesture to explore a bit more the cavern.
I decided to go down.
I climbed my way down through some stairs that felt eternal, to finally find out a place full of corpses, a spider web. A massive spider web that were multiple chambers themselves, with cocoons and corpses attached to it.
I saw a Mother Spider there, who then, invited me to go deeper, just before turning into Lilith back again.
After that, I just woke up from my trance.
I feel different…I since then, I knew that my real life was about to begin…Finally, I was alive.
Has anyone got an idea about that place? Have any of you visited it? How about the Spider?
What are your thoughts on this? Some similar experiences working with her?
PD: excuse my english, it is not my first language.