Thanks, and let’s jump in.
I am several years into actively practicing magic,
I appreciate any perspective and input.
I am graduating college, and six months into a relationship.
I feel happy, yet held back.
In short, this relationship brings happiness. It is this happiness numbs me.
I find myself unsettled toward the fact that the happiness of a relationship numbs me.
I do not know precisely what it numbs me too.
I fee l conflicted between myself and who I must become.
I feel fulfilled,
I ask “Fulfillment? Why are you so void?”