Dear comrades,
Alya here to fill you in on what happened!
So something interesting happened. I got someone else’s grocery delivery (that I never ordered or paid for! and the delivery person did not care) I was pretty happy! Lucky coincidence or wealth magick (cause I was almost completely out of food/still pretty much out of drinks)
Progress? I was contacted today, by someone who was interested in buying something for a 20 (but not until Saturday. It’s not reaally a success until money changes hands though, but it’s going in the right direction).
I had a super long day yesterday. School was alright, it was pretty fun. The last hour was deathly boring and I got super tired. This took so long to write cause I’m so low energy.
I finished my second magickal cashbook (magickal college notebook) giggle
Followed all the instructions, Brand’s book says to put it away for at least an hour and go on with my day for a bit. I’m thinking of starting with a 50. Not too much…but well, a decent amount.
I empowered the cash book (the chants, calling on Nitika) and will do the first ritual before I go to bed.
I will keep going with the NAP chant for money. (it takes a while to start the magick, but makes it more likely!)
I tried a spell that a fellow BALG’er posted here, which needed a green tea light and rubbing your hands until they tingle in the flame. (all credit goes to the poster). No results yet but it’s only been 2 days, we shall wait and see but this could make it more and more likely to boost sales 
I never felt called to the demon Bune. I don’t know why, feel hesitant and scared a bit. A friend I know, not someone from school, but another friend, called on Bune for my sake. He has a bond with her and doesn’t mind. (I offered Bune a drop of my blood as offering).
In regards to my living situation, Bune said: I got you (she’ll help!)
My friend offered to buy something from me! It’s an honest way to earn something, and I feel better not being in debt to him.
She had this cryptic message for me, you guys! It was about this other working, one for love. Long story short, someone on the forum cast a spell for me. (with Beleth, and Sallos) I am now sort of Sallos’ adoptive child (I still cannot see or hear him). But my intuition says that he is helping me. He wants me to. The demons think, that I’m over obsessing. So they sent me a series of small misfortunes. Nothing that’ll seriously injure me, but to force my mind away from the spell, and Al. My heating doesn’t work all of a sudden, no warm water. I found myself almost completely out of money, I fall and injure my leg - all of that made me worry and suffer a little bit (I just have a strong mind).
Trying consciously, not to think of something, is just that: you end up thinking about it! Also…I just think that, why all this song and dance, why go this far, why sell your favorite earrings to do a spell…and then forget all about it. You’re supposed to care and want it badly - but you’re not allowed to want your result? What if the demon thinks: oh you don’t care anymore? alrightie then let’s forget all about it.
Sigh,…you guys, there’s this guy that I like. Okay, love. He loved me too, we fell out, haven’t spoken in 3 weeks. It feels like an eternity and the hell is more fun than this.
Anyway, Bune said:
detachment. I need to let the demons do their work (makes logical sense. But when a demon, even a completely different one I haven’t spoken to, calls you out, it makes you do a double take.) Of course, my friend does know my situation, so that could be a factor.
Anyways back to Bune: keep occupied with your life and stop starving myself? She actually said that. She doesn’t want me to over attach myself to the spell because if it fails she worries it will break me - and she likes my spunk. (Alya: Like hello, this is one spell. I am a Soviet tank and sort of unmovable…I will just, try again, a better, more layered approach. And of course there are limits. I don’t want to be like don quixot and do something completely pointless but it doesn’t feel pointless or impossible.) She said she could even help develop my magickal abilities and I would love that.
Well, Bune could have said anything, it wasn’t overly negative. There’s still a chance <3
Okay it’s late now, and I’m going to get ready to go to sleep.
Good night! sorry for the rant. This diary is mostly about money magick, but also well, to share my life
I think Bune is still helping me. once again, thank you. I think I know why I got that exact amount (150) and I will do the right thing - you know what I mean (as soon as I receive it all in my account)