Merger completed, seemingly successfully.
@QueenOfHearts was present for it.
Whilst opening the gates, she experienced an atmospheric change in association with which gate was opened, despite not knowing which gate was where. Also felt energetic movements going into me. Saw a pair of eyes.
While opening the gates I felt pressure and tearing in my chakra points. Saw the gate open and my godform emerge. Saw his eyes… Staring at me… Saw his face…
Felt a bit sick to the stomach after finishing my part of the rite and had massive pressure in my head. Saw his paws in place of my hands, and legs in place of arms. Can feel Queen’s energy again. She says mine was so intense it hurt to put her hand on me to start. Tried to look into a mirror and saw me, then his head in place of mine, then my form turned into a werewolf and the mirror turned black.
Did not feel overwhelmed by the energy. Felt high. Pupils dilated massively. Instead of feeling like I will pass out as warned I feel awake as ever.
I’m not sure if this was a success, but it sure as hell seems like it @C.Kendall