Hopefully I’m making a hint of sense lol. My current goal it seems is to truly meet the darkness of this path. In still new to the LHP of course but still so far for some reason I have only really done workings that still feel to me to be tame and completely safe. It’s a hard thing to explain I guess because I have never tried to yet, but I guess I am looking for something that will serve as a greater immersion into the darker side of magical work. I want to sense slightly more of the danger the uncertainty, the force of my own power and that of whatever I am working with.
I don’t really know even what it is I am seeking exactly.