I am hoping to get some advice with this, as maybe some of you have experience with this. For some crazy reason, my eyes are just determined at this point to not cooperate at all. As soon as I begin looking at a sigil or square, my eyes immediately begin to water terribly. I have tried to tough it out, but it just gets worse, to the point where my eyes are burning and and tears are pouring down my face. I am very nearsighted and have tried the following: relaxing my gaze, eyes half closed, placing the sigil on my lap so as to relax my gaze at a downward angle, with glasses and without glasses, eye drops, placing the sigil at some distance across the room, regular light, natural light, candle light, near complete darkness.
I have to say, this is frustrating me to no end. I have even approached this with “it is just a state of mind, I will ignore it, it will go away”, type of attitude. I would love to hear if anyone else has experienced this, and what you might recommend. I would really love to be proficient at opening sigils and squares.