Here’s a thought that I’ve been thinking is true for many years. In his book “wisdom of the mystic masters” by Joseph Weed he described cyclic growth and evolution. In his system it followed 7 cycles of 52-54 days. Starting on your birthday. The first 52 day cycle is your solar cycle. The most growth and blessings take place during this time. Next is the lunar, mercurial, jupitarean, venusian, and saturnalian phase. During the Saturn phase it’s marked by losses as the universe clears away what’s no longer needed for growth. This can be painful. Experience has shown me there is definitely something to these cycles.
@anon74630111 may have additional insights.
Another thought I have is that if you had a spirit mentor Patron they can help guide you to great things. Here’s a chapter on the subject from my book