Man I hate Roaches so much when we moved and I discovered some in our packing boxes I called out the Totem and told it if I found one more in my home he would regret it.
That was 5 or 6 yrs ago.
About killing over all. I see most cases as a blessing for that person so why let my target get off light? When they are broken and just a burden on society i’d let them die but normally not before.
If the circumstance dictates saving a loved ones life (human or animal) I’d consider breaking that pattern and I seriously doubt it would bother me if I got to that point.
Nothing worse or more hurtful to any man, than becoming his own enemy. Once the will is made, and actions were taken… there should be no room for fear or guilt. Fear and guilt… are nothing but one’s own curse on one’s self. That’s the most powerful spell in existence, because it comes from within.
We all make mistakes, we all fall…we are allowed to regret. Even God himself felt regret ! But we should never feel guilt or fear. The fourth option : Face the consequences and accept the responsibility. If that means living with blood on your hands or taking care of someone who suffered when the spell hit the wrong target… then so be it.
Becoming a living God sounds great until you realize the lie we were told… “God is in heaven”. That’s only half truth. God is in hell as well. If you can’t accept that, then enjoy being human like everyone else.
Good post. True true. To successfully weird that kind of power is no joke, not all it’s cracked up to be, not for the light hearted. Once you work through the hesitancy, the guilt, fear and doubt, you will have to confront thee actual reality of the thing happening. Thats a holy other experience which forces you to accept the facts about what you are doing. The proof is in the pudding.